Last Entry...
This time the pain is so much to bear
It settles in my heart, and nests right there
My mind is in pieces sorting it out
Twirling around with lingering doubts
I wanted to change it to beg for the end
Out of my hands and into my head
I wish he would grab me and quench all my fear
Now i will stare all alone in the mirror
Restraining my hands not to reach for the phone
Hurt surrounds me while I feel so alone
Drowning in reality and refusing to see
Lost in my life and unsure how to be
Seeing the pictures,the messages,the love
Wanting to reach out and beg for a hug
Instead I will sit and let it hurt deep
Praying for dreams to take me to sleep
This is the end of this journal.
It settles in my heart, and nests right there
My mind is in pieces sorting it out
Twirling around with lingering doubts
I wanted to change it to beg for the end
Out of my hands and into my head
I wish he would grab me and quench all my fear
Now i will stare all alone in the mirror
Restraining my hands not to reach for the phone
Hurt surrounds me while I feel so alone
Drowning in reality and refusing to see
Lost in my life and unsure how to be
Seeing the pictures,the messages,the love
Wanting to reach out and beg for a hug
Instead I will sit and let it hurt deep
Praying for dreams to take me to sleep
This is the end of this journal.