(no subject)
I feel like crap tonight..I have a horrible cough, a runny nose, and a sore throat. I would say i have a touch of a cold. I keep fighting with mike. i don't know why, i just feel like he doesn't care about me at all. I look so forward to seeing him and i spend every minute missing him when im at school. I mean i can't wait for the weekend just so i can see his cute face. I just feel so underappreciated. Like last weekend i came home on thursay and went to his house just to cuddle him because he was sick. The next night i bought him medicine and tried to do all these things to make him feel better. Now this weekend im sick, from taking care of him im sure, and he hangs out with his friends two nights and on saturday he comes over and won't even be cute with me or sit on the same couch as me. Then he gets in a bad mood becuase of his sister and i ask him if he wants hugs and kisses and hes like not right now. On top of that I tell him that he doesn't love me anymore and he says "will u stop". Not i love you im just cranky or i love you but im tryng to watch a movie.WTF?! So rude. Whatever.
This is so ridiculous. Im the giver, and desh is the taker. It is always like that. Im so sick of it but i have no idea how to stop feeling like this. Maybe im just sick and retarded right now. No, im defenitly just aggrivated over this. From now on im making plans with my friends every night of the weekend and then we will see how mike feels. Now mike gets home from his friends all late and hes like i will call u before i go to bed. Oh, okay. Don't ask me how my day was or if im feeling better. And defenitly don't bother to tell me that you love me before you hang up the phone. AAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHH!
Luvs
nat
This is so ridiculous. Im the giver, and desh is the taker. It is always like that. Im so sick of it but i have no idea how to stop feeling like this. Maybe im just sick and retarded right now. No, im defenitly just aggrivated over this. From now on im making plans with my friends every night of the weekend and then we will see how mike feels. Now mike gets home from his friends all late and hes like i will call u before i go to bed. Oh, okay. Don't ask me how my day was or if im feeling better. And defenitly don't bother to tell me that you love me before you hang up the phone. AAAAAAAGGGGHHHHHH!
Luvs
nat