my little rant
well what can I say besides Im stuck. Ive been so sad lately and everything is going downhill. All of my friends are back in school so I cant see them anymore or they all have boyfriends, others have gone OFF to college, Ive been having a hard time with Kyle, Its beginging of school BUT BAD SHIT ISNT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN TO ME BC IVE GRADUATED!!!! Is it just the time of year? Am I cursed to the highschool time line for eternity? I want to say fuck it all and go back to my ways that helped me through my pain but thats just stupid. I've grown up I can deal with this pain...Im just sick of the pain though...my heartbreak will NOT GO AWAY and theres nothing I can do but stand up and let it hit me until its done.