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I am so so so stupid.
I know I should tell him to stay away. I know I shouldn't have called him crying. I know he doesn't deserve to come here, I know I deserve better and I know today is just like the 14th of any other month.
But this would have been the first Valentine's day I have ever spent alone. My favorite holiday, my birthright holiday... All day alone.
I don't care how pathetic I am, I can't do it.
Lord help me.
I know I should tell him to stay away. I know I shouldn't have called him crying. I know he doesn't deserve to come here, I know I deserve better and I know today is just like the 14th of any other month.
But this would have been the first Valentine's day I have ever spent alone. My favorite holiday, my birthright holiday... All day alone.
I don't care how pathetic I am, I can't do it.
Lord help me.