A new beginning
Wow, I have definitely changed in my life since I last posted an entry here on LJ. Update 2 life: Well I read my last journal and yea Jamal and I are not together. In fact I really really dislike Jamal. Im not going to go into great details about it bc it was almost 2 years ago. But I will say I'm tried of seeing him everyday at work. Anyway, Im still working at PetSmart. I absolutely love grooming, it's my passion. But Im now trying to get back in school to finally finish my degree in Animal Science. I dont know what I'm going to do with it yet but Im going to get a second degree in Business to go with it. I met the most amazing guy last wekk. Yes it's only been a week. But I asked God to send someone in my life and then appears Micheal. He's 29, he's in med. school and he's just the sweetest of guys. He surprises me everyday. He's super smart and I love that. But I have a few concerns I always do. He's Nigerian and it's sometimes hard to understand him and he's very manly. I'm not used to not being in charge. I've always been the smarter one in my relationships and the one kinda in charge. Now I have Micheal, who's older, wiser and smarter and he knows what he wants out of life and he knows how to get it. Im just 23 and Im confused and really just starting out. And Im having a hard time, not being as smart as he is. But it's ok, I'll learn how to be humbke and submit to someone else for once. U never know this may be just what I need. Okay well that's all I have to now. I'm going to try to keep u updated and write more. Holding in my feelings in over the past year and a half have been very hard on me and writing always makes me feel so much better.