im not the milk and cheerios in your spoon.
man, things are picking up. i had a rough one the other day, missing amherst as sometimes i do when my head isnt on entirely straight. didn't mean to give anybody the wrong idea but i've reviewed my posts since i've been here and its no wonder all it seems like i do is drugs. i guess its easy to be mislead through this silly thing we call technology. my heart has been hurting lately, and no, the partying hasnt helped that but sometimes a distraction is the only way to make it through alive. regardless, im awesome now... its funny how the world can send you little messages when you need them most to remind you who and what is actually important and who and what just wants to try and cripple you. i think im finally over the worst of it, but i dont understand why it has all been so hard to let go of in the first place.
james and i have been hanging out alot more, he's a riot. and he's smart enough to keep me on my toes, which is a nice change. i can't remember the last time i was able to have an intelligent conversation with someone about literature and the arts. hes got two degrees from uni already, which i don't really understand, but i guess the english school system is alot different than ours. i definately have a school girl crush, and he treats me like a princess. oo la la.
i put my name in today to hand out towels in one of the art centre bathrooms in march. i know this doesnt sound overly exciting to you normal folk, but i will get to dress in a tux and deal with snotty artists who tip. im moving up in the world of housekeeping.
i was not aware that concordia offers a creative writing DEGREE. it doesnt make much sense to me, having a masters in creative writing? but its sparked an interest. i love the feeling that i actually have to potential to do anything that i want to with my life. its a blank slate and i can't wait to see how it fills up. i don't know if its just my age or what, but i feel like i have the world at my fingertips. i think its just the mountains. i want to live here forever, or at least have my roots here while im busy living everywhere that i can.
and tomorrow i hear about the librarian position. if i get it i will be overjoyed, and if not i wont be surprised. i had some pretty stiff competition. if by some miracle they did choose me, i already know what im going to save my money for. and i should be able to have it within three or four months which would be perfect timing. and after that its just banking the money that i need to travel. maybe getting a yoga class going once ive made a few more contacts.
okies kittens, im off to bed early this evening, going to oggle my autotrader and dream sweet dreams.
xoxoxoxo
nikidoo
james and i have been hanging out alot more, he's a riot. and he's smart enough to keep me on my toes, which is a nice change. i can't remember the last time i was able to have an intelligent conversation with someone about literature and the arts. hes got two degrees from uni already, which i don't really understand, but i guess the english school system is alot different than ours. i definately have a school girl crush, and he treats me like a princess. oo la la.
i put my name in today to hand out towels in one of the art centre bathrooms in march. i know this doesnt sound overly exciting to you normal folk, but i will get to dress in a tux and deal with snotty artists who tip. im moving up in the world of housekeeping.
i was not aware that concordia offers a creative writing DEGREE. it doesnt make much sense to me, having a masters in creative writing? but its sparked an interest. i love the feeling that i actually have to potential to do anything that i want to with my life. its a blank slate and i can't wait to see how it fills up. i don't know if its just my age or what, but i feel like i have the world at my fingertips. i think its just the mountains. i want to live here forever, or at least have my roots here while im busy living everywhere that i can.
and tomorrow i hear about the librarian position. if i get it i will be overjoyed, and if not i wont be surprised. i had some pretty stiff competition. if by some miracle they did choose me, i already know what im going to save my money for. and i should be able to have it within three or four months which would be perfect timing. and after that its just banking the money that i need to travel. maybe getting a yoga class going once ive made a few more contacts.
okies kittens, im off to bed early this evening, going to oggle my autotrader and dream sweet dreams.
xoxoxoxo
nikidoo