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I have been feeling ill lately, let's just hope it is nothing more than a little thing that shall pass. I've just been really tired and feeling nauseous sometimes. I went home last weekend, didn't do much of anything except consume copious amounts of food. That always happens when I go home because my parents always buy the best food. I went to the outlet mall with my sisters and mom and of course the 2 of them got into a fight. I cannot wait until Jacqueline's wedding is over because everytime I talk to my parents or jacqueline it's something about the wedding and blah blah blah. She registered last week and she actually picked out some nice things, I'm just sick of hearing about everything. I also got my bridesmaid dress and according to Nicole it is puke green. I just hope it fits since I feel like I have gained a million pounds since ordering it this fall.
It's weird to think of my sister being married. She has always been my sister and it's just weird to think she will not be a Powning anymore. She got a new apartment that she will be living in with jeff when they get married and its a lot bigger and soon I know she will be getting a dog and then soon after that she will be having kids and I will be babysitting- yikes! When did we all get so OLD? I have had this LJ since freshman year of college and it's just weird now to look back on everything and be like "wow, I was such a naive college freshman". Soon people I know will start having kids and that's when it will be really weird.
In other news, I need to start hard core looking for places to live in the fall and/or a roommate(s). If you know of anybody cool who is not allergic to cats and doesn't smoke, let me know. I also need to start applying for scholarships. It is finally starting to hit me that I will be thousands of dollars in debt over the next 4 years and that the poverty I am living in now is nothing compared to the poverty that will hit me in the future. I feel like I won't get any scholarships though because I am not smart or unique enough.
I hope that Meredith dies in Grey's Anatomy tonight. She is so god awful annoying.
It's weird to think of my sister being married. She has always been my sister and it's just weird to think she will not be a Powning anymore. She got a new apartment that she will be living in with jeff when they get married and its a lot bigger and soon I know she will be getting a dog and then soon after that she will be having kids and I will be babysitting- yikes! When did we all get so OLD? I have had this LJ since freshman year of college and it's just weird now to look back on everything and be like "wow, I was such a naive college freshman". Soon people I know will start having kids and that's when it will be really weird.
In other news, I need to start hard core looking for places to live in the fall and/or a roommate(s). If you know of anybody cool who is not allergic to cats and doesn't smoke, let me know. I also need to start applying for scholarships. It is finally starting to hit me that I will be thousands of dollars in debt over the next 4 years and that the poverty I am living in now is nothing compared to the poverty that will hit me in the future. I feel like I won't get any scholarships though because I am not smart or unique enough.
I hope that Meredith dies in Grey's Anatomy tonight. She is so god awful annoying.