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I get myself so worried about so many things...i wish i didnt care so much, I wish he'd listen to me. I get so stressed out over the slightest things, mayeb coz I knwo he's leaving in a month n i kno that we have to break up soon. I hate his drug problem, i hate how he doesnt seem to realsie how dangerous taking all that #### can be. I dont want to talk to him over the weekend, when he gets like that. Last weeknd was good tho, we went out for dinner, got a bit pissed, went back to his place n spent sunday doing nothing...had the best afternoon sex...was so relaxed i fell asleep! That never happens! lol I hate having my period...might be moving out soon...fingers crossed. Why should i care what he does....it's not like I'm going to be a part of his life soon.....