2010 new year, new me

Jan 17, 2010 13:03

So 2010 has arrived and a new me has been reborn in place of the old me that I left behind in 2009. I graduated with a BSN from UNF. I still have a job. I have awesome friends. I am cleaning house and eliminating toxic relationships. It wasn't as hard as I anticipated. I just logged into Facebook and deleted him from my friends list. He is not someone that I need in my life. If he had wanted to be a part of my life, he wouldn't treat me the way he does. He doesn't respect me and my feelings and I have to let him go. It was difficult but after crying yesterday over his inconsiderate actions and blatant refusal to accept what is in front of him has led me to this place. I don't want to be alone and that is why I kept him around. I would rather be happy by myself and not have someone who doesn't care about me ruin my life. I would rather be happy by myself than have to deal with an unhealthy roller coaster of feelings! I've finally thrown in the towel, raised the White flag and I am ready to close this chapter in my life and never look back.

Finished and looking forward
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