sorry ARASHI (>.<")
I was not feeling very good today. To the extend that i started blaming arashi for making me have to continue slaving in that stupid damn place where they dun treat human as human at all. I start crying and blaming myself for fangirling, blaming arashi for releasing tons of things etc.
I have no idea why i start watching AAA++ Dome DVD. Continue crying and laughing at their funny expression and dance step. Until i stop and rewatch everything again with dancing & singing in my own room. Then i felt so guilty to actually blame arashi because of those stupid treatment those stupid people treats me.
Im sorry arashi minna. I know im wrong. Because of you guys, i get to know a bunch of nice friendly arashi family whereby i can never find those love from the friends i know from my stupid workplace & school.
You guys given me alot of unspoken happiness and friendship.
I should really start controlling my own feelings to people who care for me. And to those who treat me as NON HUMAN, well well.. You will get it from me.
Even though im one of those few million of masaki-baby's wives, but im not as good hearted as masaki-baby. Instead im those whom will return double what you have treat me. Good luck to you all yeah!! =)))
My heart is not getting any better. Instead i can feel it's getting worst. Wanna get a day off tomorrow also cannot. Inhuman store. Life is really suck when im working there. Perhaps i should cry in store tomorrow and cry again?? LOL!!
Nonono!! My motto is "if crying makes you a winner, i rather be a loser" so just make me a loser. Let's see how much further my heart can bring me to tomorrow. =)))
Lastly i wanna repeat, SORRY ARASHI MINNA!! I will continue love you guys (espacially my hubby masaki-baby) till the rest of my heart yeah!!
I have no idea why i start watching AAA++ Dome DVD. Continue crying and laughing at their funny expression and dance step. Until i stop and rewatch everything again with dancing & singing in my own room. Then i felt so guilty to actually blame arashi because of those stupid treatment those stupid people treats me.
Im sorry arashi minna. I know im wrong. Because of you guys, i get to know a bunch of nice friendly arashi family whereby i can never find those love from the friends i know from my stupid workplace & school.
You guys given me alot of unspoken happiness and friendship.
I should really start controlling my own feelings to people who care for me. And to those who treat me as NON HUMAN, well well.. You will get it from me.
Even though im one of those few million of masaki-baby's wives, but im not as good hearted as masaki-baby. Instead im those whom will return double what you have treat me. Good luck to you all yeah!! =)))
My heart is not getting any better. Instead i can feel it's getting worst. Wanna get a day off tomorrow also cannot. Inhuman store. Life is really suck when im working there. Perhaps i should cry in store tomorrow and cry again?? LOL!!
Nonono!! My motto is "if crying makes you a winner, i rather be a loser" so just make me a loser. Let's see how much further my heart can bring me to tomorrow. =)))
Lastly i wanna repeat, SORRY ARASHI MINNA!! I will continue love you guys (espacially my hubby masaki-baby) till the rest of my heart yeah!!