weekly dose of arashi is not effective anymore..
Just finish my weekly does of arashi concert. I just watched the AAA concert on thursday since im so tempted to watch it. Yes that's my first does for the week. Today im having my second dose for the week. Whereby by right i watched arashi concert every sunday for the past 1month. So today is consider earlier??
Well well dunno why, when i watched the AAA concert on thursday, i already feeling a little depress. I thought it was because im too tired, that is why i feel masaki-baby not feeling very genki. However when i re-watched again today, i felt the same again. Depressed!! I only managed to finish watching Right Back To You and really couldnt force myself to watch a non-genki masaki-baby.
I always thought im 90% in love with masaki-baby, whereby at the same time im 80% in love with sho-korkor. But i guess after this concert i know im wrong. Sho-korkor only have like 50%? Since even though he is super genki in the concert, i felt nothing at all. Seeing masaki-baby never jump, smile, laugh like he used to be in the past few concerts..
I think i will not the AAA Dome concert anytime soon. Because i start watching it with such a super genki mood, but turn out to be really really really SAD!!
I really really wanna know, why am masaki-baby not genki at all? WHY??
OKAY!! Im someone whom when i see masaki-baby happy, im happy. When i see masaki-baby jump, i will jump (in my own room). When i see masaki-baby cried at the end of the concert, i will cry (in my own room). When i see masaki-baby having danger in TSD, my heart pump as if im having heart attack.
*sigh* I think i really need to get a life. My whole mind, thinking about sad/pathetic masaki-baby in kiroii namida. My whole mind, thinking about the non-genki masaki-baby in AAA tokyo dome concert. *sigh* Why cant the happier masaki-baby comes to my mind instead?? *cries*
I dun feel like doing anything now. Perhaps i should do other things to make myself happier seriously.. *sigh* Update again when i feel better later.. IF..
Well well dunno why, when i watched the AAA concert on thursday, i already feeling a little depress. I thought it was because im too tired, that is why i feel masaki-baby not feeling very genki. However when i re-watched again today, i felt the same again. Depressed!! I only managed to finish watching Right Back To You and really couldnt force myself to watch a non-genki masaki-baby.
I always thought im 90% in love with masaki-baby, whereby at the same time im 80% in love with sho-korkor. But i guess after this concert i know im wrong. Sho-korkor only have like 50%? Since even though he is super genki in the concert, i felt nothing at all. Seeing masaki-baby never jump, smile, laugh like he used to be in the past few concerts..
I think i will not the AAA Dome concert anytime soon. Because i start watching it with such a super genki mood, but turn out to be really really really SAD!!
I really really wanna know, why am masaki-baby not genki at all? WHY??
OKAY!! Im someone whom when i see masaki-baby happy, im happy. When i see masaki-baby jump, i will jump (in my own room). When i see masaki-baby cried at the end of the concert, i will cry (in my own room). When i see masaki-baby having danger in TSD, my heart pump as if im having heart attack.
*sigh* I think i really need to get a life. My whole mind, thinking about sad/pathetic masaki-baby in kiroii namida. My whole mind, thinking about the non-genki masaki-baby in AAA tokyo dome concert. *sigh* Why cant the happier masaki-baby comes to my mind instead?? *cries*
I dun feel like doing anything now. Perhaps i should do other things to make myself happier seriously.. *sigh* Update again when i feel better later.. IF..