From Bad, to Worse, to Better...
...Voice Lesson today, I always Love those! and it Poured...so No Tennis Practice!! So, I worked out at the YMCA today, and It was great! All the hairy old men lifting weights were hitting on me...it was wild!!
...now, the part you've all been waiting for...The Boys!!...well I talked to "Johnny", we had an interesting conversation, the Girlfriend, yeah it was a joke!! and We had a talk about what I dont like about myself and stuff...he's soo great! I mean really! He's soo free, and it makes me soo happy! I know now why I hated people like him...because he was everything I hated, everything I was scared of, and I've realized, everything I wanted to be! So I had a wonderful moment of clarity while I was working out, that If I didnt like certain things about myself, to change them...now I'm not Changing for him, I'm changing for myself, and if he likes me better for it...Good, if he dosent...Oh Well...But he's really awesome! Everyday I feel like I learn somthing new about him...and I just cant wait to learn more...He's just Great!! This sounds soo stupid...but I cant pick just one thing that I like about him...its everything! Its crazy!! I'm gunna miss him when he's gone!...But Its just a week...I can handle it...I hope!
Wow, Its kinda sad that I have less to write about when I'm happy then when I'm bitchin...!! I think its just because I'm tired...
Night Ya'll...
Oh yeah, Ya'll need to see Mystic River...Its friggin awesome!!!
...now, the part you've all been waiting for...The Boys!!...well I talked to "Johnny", we had an interesting conversation, the Girlfriend, yeah it was a joke!! and We had a talk about what I dont like about myself and stuff...he's soo great! I mean really! He's soo free, and it makes me soo happy! I know now why I hated people like him...because he was everything I hated, everything I was scared of, and I've realized, everything I wanted to be! So I had a wonderful moment of clarity while I was working out, that If I didnt like certain things about myself, to change them...now I'm not Changing for him, I'm changing for myself, and if he likes me better for it...Good, if he dosent...Oh Well...But he's really awesome! Everyday I feel like I learn somthing new about him...and I just cant wait to learn more...He's just Great!! This sounds soo stupid...but I cant pick just one thing that I like about him...its everything! Its crazy!! I'm gunna miss him when he's gone!...But Its just a week...I can handle it...I hope!
Wow, Its kinda sad that I have less to write about when I'm happy then when I'm bitchin...!! I think its just because I'm tired...
Night Ya'll...
Oh yeah, Ya'll need to see Mystic River...Its friggin awesome!!!