It's been a while...
So um... hmmm... the only people that ever really write in this anymore are Lisa and Meggiebread so I guessed I'd just make a blog appearance from myself. It's not going to be anything special, but I'm doing it just the same.
In case you didn't know already (well I know Lisa knows) I'm now dating a guy named Kyle Sams. He's 19. That's new for me. I've never dated anyone younger than me. We've been dating for a couple months though and I like him. Well, I'm actually pretty sure I love him. And I know, yeah, I've only been dating him for two months, so that's possibly crazy, but I think I do. So anyway, happy with that. He's going to Alepena for college though, which is like four hours away, up north, for two years.
I have a car now and I have my new license. You know, the one that says I can buy alcohol now. I turned 21 on Tuesday. I got my back dimples pierced. So that's pretty cool, but anyway, I still have to pay for car insurance and a plate. And I'm still working the same shitty job, but I'm slowly working on it. I'm going to apply through Kelly Services and maybe even Michigan Works. I might even possibly go to school. I don't know. I'm still thinking about it. I have no idea what I want to do. Actually I'm thinking I'd like to learn to pierce people, which requires no college. And Kyle thinks I could learn to tattoo too, but I don't know if I think I'd be good enough to actually draw on someone's skin, so yeah. Plus it's pretty hard to find an apprenticeship.
I don't really even drink much anymore. I still smoke sometimes, when I can afford it.
I might drink a little tonight with Kyle, Josh, Geoff, and Rachel to celebrate my birthday. I don't know yet though. But oh yeah, Geoff's dating Rachel again. Which I think is completely weird because she's super shy and buries her head a lot. And she doesn't ever talk, or eat.
I applied for Medicaid because my health insurance ran out on my birthday and I have a prescription I need to keep up with now. Also, I'm thinking of seeing a counselor/psychiatrist. I might need to be put on medication for OCD, or something else. I don't know what I have, but I guess it's pretty definite I have something now because I'm going crazy. And Kyle says he doesn't know what to do anymore. I'm also pretty depressed and nothing I do seems to make it any better. I guess I just think life sucks a lot more than I should.
Alayna's three months old now and getting cuter every day. She's perfectly healthy. Kim's a good mom. Alayna, Kyle, my sister, and the few good friends I have are what make things okay for me sometimes.
In case you didn't know already (well I know Lisa knows) I'm now dating a guy named Kyle Sams. He's 19. That's new for me. I've never dated anyone younger than me. We've been dating for a couple months though and I like him. Well, I'm actually pretty sure I love him. And I know, yeah, I've only been dating him for two months, so that's possibly crazy, but I think I do. So anyway, happy with that. He's going to Alepena for college though, which is like four hours away, up north, for two years.
I have a car now and I have my new license. You know, the one that says I can buy alcohol now. I turned 21 on Tuesday. I got my back dimples pierced. So that's pretty cool, but anyway, I still have to pay for car insurance and a plate. And I'm still working the same shitty job, but I'm slowly working on it. I'm going to apply through Kelly Services and maybe even Michigan Works. I might even possibly go to school. I don't know. I'm still thinking about it. I have no idea what I want to do. Actually I'm thinking I'd like to learn to pierce people, which requires no college. And Kyle thinks I could learn to tattoo too, but I don't know if I think I'd be good enough to actually draw on someone's skin, so yeah. Plus it's pretty hard to find an apprenticeship.
I don't really even drink much anymore. I still smoke sometimes, when I can afford it.
I might drink a little tonight with Kyle, Josh, Geoff, and Rachel to celebrate my birthday. I don't know yet though. But oh yeah, Geoff's dating Rachel again. Which I think is completely weird because she's super shy and buries her head a lot. And she doesn't ever talk, or eat.
I applied for Medicaid because my health insurance ran out on my birthday and I have a prescription I need to keep up with now. Also, I'm thinking of seeing a counselor/psychiatrist. I might need to be put on medication for OCD, or something else. I don't know what I have, but I guess it's pretty definite I have something now because I'm going crazy. And Kyle says he doesn't know what to do anymore. I'm also pretty depressed and nothing I do seems to make it any better. I guess I just think life sucks a lot more than I should.
Alayna's three months old now and getting cuter every day. She's perfectly healthy. Kim's a good mom. Alayna, Kyle, my sister, and the few good friends I have are what make things okay for me sometimes.