is there any boiz around that kno how to make a gurl feel..
so today i really didnt do ne thing... i feel bad cuz i didnt go to tha funeral today. cuz i didnt have a ride. i was suposed to catch a ride with cristina but that plan failed cuz she didnt have a ride either. mann i really wanted to go cuz ashantees dad has always been like family too us. :-/.. she is doin aight tho. it takes time THIS I KNOW. but yea enough about my dumb ass problems..me and cristina is gonna take her out to shop n jus chill one day this week. jus to get her out tha house. it would b good. cuz my friends did tha same thing for me and i felt betta. anywho lol i talkd to steve and freddie most of tha day. steve is such a nig lol.. i like him tho. i like him becuz he isnt too lovey..or too mean ya Kno? like.. when i was wit josh ,part of tha reason i broke up wit him waz cuz i felt.. crowded? i gues thats tha word. cuz he ALWAYS wanted to be around me. and i understand that he wanted to spend time wit me but sometimes i wanted to be alone, or jus chill wit my friends ya knO? and he was.. too nice and clingy! but steve is different he was like so you dont want no clingy man? you want one who will put you in ya place sometimes? and thats exactly wat i want! jus not one who is cocky with attitude ya kno..? but i like his attitude its cute. damn he is fine tho. omg.. he looks kinda like bobby valentino! lol.. i think he lies about his age tho cuz he told zulme he was 16. and on his Blackplanet page it said he was 17. but he looks like he is freakin 21! lol. but its all good he still fine haha..i like datin around n shyt but sometimes im like dang i wanna find tha one guy for me. the one i cant be without and tha one i KNOW i will spend tha rest of my life with. but im too young for dat rite now so.. dating for me it is! i dont think im grounded anymore?.. but i still cant hang wit brittney.. OMG she called me tha otha nite! but my fone died.. but she was like ey babigurl! OMGG i miss you! i was like AWW I MISS u 2.. man me and her got so close then BAM we cant talk ne more.. well shyt julia bout to come ova here and we gon chill for a whole hot minute. so holla.