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Confessions:
In polytechnic, I actually liked H but then I realized how so incredibly pessimistic and full of angst, he is, so it tilted towards pity and I had this self righteous sense to “help” him. But then I realized, you cannot really help someone who does not really want to be helped. Of course I did weird stuff towards him, I am creative remember and persistent. After all that is over, I realized that he might have been exaggerating with his stories on how his first love cheated on him. I am naïve remember?
In between made new crushes and expressed to them how I used to like them sort of thing, once I am over them.
Then in between I found comfort with S. We shared a rather comfortable friendship, not really a bgr relationship. He was easy to talk to and an extremely sincere guy. But he sort of had a lot of baggage but now he is all fine and happy with his girl.
Oh NUS was fun! Crushes here and there. Totally liked this guy, A, simply because he is such a handsome stud and nice too. Very deep thinking sort of guy. My heart broke into pieces when I found out he was attached. C’est la vie!
In between made new crushes and expressed to them how I used to like them sort of thing, once I am over them.
So then dear soldier boy E came along…
Let’s try to write a poem for E then:
Draft One:
To say you’re the poetry in my life
Is an extremely cheesy thing
Always claiming I could crush you to bits
*writer’s block or rather I am having naughty thoughts*
Draft Two:
*beep* beep* beeeeeeeeeeeeep*
- Unable to pass the censorship board
Draft Three:
Di satu senja
Di musim yang lalu
Terpukau aku menatap wajahmu
- definitely plagiarism hahaha...
Okay, how come people make it seem as if its so easy to write poetry for a loved one… haiz…