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dear people,
i totally miss my boyfriend and i don't know what to do i mean i want him back but then again i also want him to be happy and i don't know if he could be happy with me because i treated him "horrible" and i don't know i wish i knew. my life is really hectic right now his b-day is coming up and i have no idea what to get him and then this whole terrorist attack has me on edge and i just don't feel right. plus all i want to do it hold him and make him feel that everything is all right and i want to feel safe with him. i wish that nothing bad ever happens and i wish that once you find the one you love that that is it you don't need to know what else is out there. you are perfectly content with who you are with and who you are. but then if this were a perfect planet then nothing out of the ordinary would happen and we would all be doomed to being boring and carrying on our boring lives thinking that we were important but in fact it's the same as it's always been and nothing will ever change!
i don't know what i want right now but i know that i don't want what i've got.
i totally miss my boyfriend and i don't know what to do i mean i want him back but then again i also want him to be happy and i don't know if he could be happy with me because i treated him "horrible" and i don't know i wish i knew. my life is really hectic right now his b-day is coming up and i have no idea what to get him and then this whole terrorist attack has me on edge and i just don't feel right. plus all i want to do it hold him and make him feel that everything is all right and i want to feel safe with him. i wish that nothing bad ever happens and i wish that once you find the one you love that that is it you don't need to know what else is out there. you are perfectly content with who you are with and who you are. but then if this were a perfect planet then nothing out of the ordinary would happen and we would all be doomed to being boring and carrying on our boring lives thinking that we were important but in fact it's the same as it's always been and nothing will ever change!
i don't know what i want right now but i know that i don't want what i've got.