Back at School...here's the update:)
OK, Rob arrived in VT on Jan. 3rd, so its been 2 weeks & 2 days (today 19th). I spent pretty much everyday for 2 weeks w/ him & most of the days/nights I slept in the same bed as him. So now I'm back at school for 2 days for the Career Development Summit, so that means not seeing Rob for 2 days & not sleeping w/ him for 2 days. But hopefully both of us can handle it b/c after this wkend it will probably be 2 weeks before we see each other again. Which I guess is not good enough for Rob, b/c if he gets horny he will find other chicks to please him. I don't know what's going on...its going good so far, but I don't know if we'll date or not, & as much as I want to...I also, don't want to. B/c from what he's said & all that shit...he seems & has cheated so I don't want to get hurt by him. I know that I'm done w/ cheating (I'm technically not w/ him, but I will not be trying to get w/ anybody else, b/c he's all I want) I waited for 7 yrs. for him. I don't care about any other dude, no matter what...hott, sexy, abs, fuckable, good at giving head, nada...I only want Rob:) So I guess I'll see what happens w/ that. I don't think I wrote about this but on Monday Rob & I got a little more hott & heavy...except when he bought condoms...he didn't clarify what kind...so he got a small, non-lubricated condom...so once he put it on he ya know...so nothing more than some foreplay ended up happening...all well maybe it was for the best. Man, he's def. the dude for me. I wish he never moved away...but maybe that was for a reason too:) Well, I should be in bed right now b/c I have to be up at 6am to shower, & do a bunch of shit before the stupid Conference. But I can't sleep:( My resume sucks major ass, but all well, hopefully they will help me fix it at some pt. I really should have worked on it sooner that I did (which was Thursday morn. before the Conference), but I was too busy chillin' w/ Rob. But its crazy...I'm like a changed person...I knew that I would be if he came back b/c all I really needed was to be happy again;) I haven't flipped on him yet, I've been really nice & all that good shit. Even my mom likes it:) I just hope things stay going well. I think that's why I can't sleep...Rob goes for his drug test tom. at C & S & if he doesn't pass he'll probably head back to MD, b/c there's not many jobs around this area where he can make good $$, so even tho. MD was not a good place for him I think he would go back & that would really suck. So I pray to god that he passes & everything goes great...so we can still see each other & maybe work towards a relationship:) I want him so bad....I would do anything I could for him. My CD player is fucking up bad, g2g night
Natasha~