update...its been a few days/week
Ok, so I think I last wrote that Mandy got back into the pic & texted me & then Rob got pissed at both of us...which I guess turned out to only (probably) be taken out only on me. I have not heard from Rob in a week & a day...which does scare me b/c he did say that he would never to this to me again...if he stopped calling he would not call again b/c he doesn't want to play games w/ my head. This fucking sucks ass, b/c know I'm scared he's never going to call me again. I tried to call him & guess what...as usual...his cell phone is not working. This always seems to happen.
But anyway...last Wed. night I had to do a group presentation (& it went real well), then on Thurs. I had to give a presentation on my own (which I really didn't want to do), but anyway I was supposed to go home right after my presentation on Thurs., so I tried to start my car (& it didn't start), so I had to jump it (but thankfully it started:)) My presentation on Thurs. went fine. I left afterwards & I didn't do a fucking thing all wkend. Sat. morn. around 12am I went up to Josh's & wrestled w/ him & talked to him until around 3ish & then went to bed, woke up at 1pm & left his house, so my mom could bitch at me...then went back to bed, woke up around 5pm, went to my dad's to shower & then went to the x-mas party. Sun. I don't remember...I do know that around 10ish I went up to Josh's & talked & wrestled for a bit...he punched me & it fucking hurts...my arm is swollen...but whatever I deserved is b/c I hit him in the eye & he couldn't see for a few mins. But yea, he did something...& oh yea, I did something...that I def. needed:) & then we had sex. Then I left & called Peach, smoked a cig & realized that I left my house keys at his house & had to go all the way back to get them. Mon. I went to my doc's appt., went to Bratt. (applied for a job, went shopping, went to Wal-Mart), then went to see my gram at work (ended up going back to bring her home), packed, took the dogs out, & then went back to school. I was so tired from being up all day w/ only a few hrs. of sleep...so I went to sleep when I got to school & woke up around 10:30pm, only looked at my notes for about 30 mins. So I didn't really study...went back to bed...(was going to wake up at 6am to study), didn't woke up at 8pm, studied for 20 mins & then took my final (which wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but probably would have been better if I studied more), but I did get a 97 on my paper!!! So now I have to shower & write my paper that is due on Wed. I really don't want to but I have to get it done or I'll risk losing my A. So I have to get motivated fast...
Well, that's my update for now. I have no clue how I'm going to get through the next few days/weeks. I just want Rob to call...oh yea, my brother told me he would get a friend of his & come visit my school & I told him that the friend would have to be hot b/c I'm very shallow. So I was at Paula's & my phone rang...it was some dude I didn't know (but he was acting like I knew him), so he ended up being a friend of my brother's...so he wants to meet me now. But my issue is if I can't have Rob...I would want Josh (plus, they are both Libras & that's my best astrological match). But I don't know what Josh wants or if he even likes me in that way...? What's a girl to do? But I'm open to meeting my brother's friend...:) See what happens!