I Love You Eric Paul Cederholm
So lately I feel like I am the son my dad never had. In the past couple days I was taught how to mow the lawn, weed whack, and start the grill. Keep in mind I am 19 years old and have never down any of those things in my entire life. Sounds strange I know, but what can I say, I'm a Princess. Its good that I am learning how to do some stuff for myself though.
Had a really good talk with Eric today. He said something that really touched me. He said that when I'm not with him he feels like a part of him is missing, that I am his other half. When he told me that I started to cry. I know, I'm emotional. And I told him thats the same way I feel about him. We were talkin about what our life would be like together. Then he brought up the whole kids and careers issue, which really stresses me out. And I thought about it... how can he being moving all the time with the military and how can I have a business career? And how can I have a career and also have a family? Cuz I know I hated when my mom only worked part time, think if it would've been full time. I also hated latch-key and summer day care and I dont wanna put my kids through it. I know its alot to think about this soon but I do think about it and it does worry me.
Anyways... Eric said to me today that he wants to marry me in 3-4 years and get engaged within the next year. I was like yea right your the one who had this 7 year plan and didn't want to get married til he was 28 or 29. This is was he says today, so I won't hold my breath. Although I do love him more then anything.
Had a really good talk with Eric today. He said something that really touched me. He said that when I'm not with him he feels like a part of him is missing, that I am his other half. When he told me that I started to cry. I know, I'm emotional. And I told him thats the same way I feel about him. We were talkin about what our life would be like together. Then he brought up the whole kids and careers issue, which really stresses me out. And I thought about it... how can he being moving all the time with the military and how can I have a business career? And how can I have a career and also have a family? Cuz I know I hated when my mom only worked part time, think if it would've been full time. I also hated latch-key and summer day care and I dont wanna put my kids through it. I know its alot to think about this soon but I do think about it and it does worry me.
Anyways... Eric said to me today that he wants to marry me in 3-4 years and get engaged within the next year. I was like yea right your the one who had this 7 year plan and didn't want to get married til he was 28 or 29. This is was he says today, so I won't hold my breath. Although I do love him more then anything.