Sooooo Shitty

[princess_v_v]

I dunno what to do anymore. I miss Eric so much. I wish we could be together but we can't right now. I just moved to a different state and he is going into the Air Force. I wish we were both just going back to Grand Valley in the fall and then we wouldn't have to deal with any of this. He says I need to just get over it and realize that all we can be is friends. I don't know how he can do that just so easily. He says he loves me and that he misses me all the time. If he still feels that way how can he dismiss me so quickly? I, on the other hand, am having a much harder time with this distance thing. Its not like I can just forget the love of my life. He says once school starts I will be so busy I will forget about him. I dont see that happening unless I meet someone else... Haha, just kidding. We both wanna be with each other in the future its just everything up til that time is gonna be a challenge.

I love you hunny bunny more then anything in the world. Come home to me and hold me forever.