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Things are so frusterating sometimes. UGH. I wish that I could just please everyone and call it good. But unfortunatly, I cannot, so people end up pissed all the time. Sometimes I just want to do things for myself, is that so bad? Is that so much to ask for? I guess so. I lost 7 pounds, and I am so happy for it, Im ecstatic, Im really trying to work for a goal, so 33 more pounds to go. I hope that I dont even recognize myself when its all done, I hope that I look really good! My only thing that I have to start doing is excersising, so I think that I will walk tonight, I had a f'd up dream last night that I was walking, but I went the wrong way on my street and started walking in the ghetto by myself. Funky. Anyways, just thought that I should update a tad since I havent in a while! Toodles!