Nowadays I'm just full of everything.
When people ask me how I am, I just shrug.
I don't know. 
I don't know if I should be happy or sad
There are too many little ups, and too many big downs.

Too many bad things in a day
too many worries
too many things to stress about. 
I forget them. I want to forget them.

It's hard NOT to be hurt, especially when you ( Read more... )

I HATE SCHOOLWORK DURING THE HOLIDAYS.
It just ruins the spirit. :(

This week screams hell/hectic/stress-all of which are synonymous.

THESE ARE THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE. Oh joy.

Everyday I have Math. Calculus. And it is hell, because although I have a good teacher, his teaching methods are driving me up the roof. EVERY SINGLE DAY, ALL I STUDY FOR IS MATH. AND EVERY SINGLE DAY MY BREAKS ARE DEDICATED TO STUDYING ( Read more... )

My dog just died. Yes, this was the dog I pertained to as my baby. Oky was a daschund, also known as a hotdog. She had silky black hair which the vet said was fantastic, she was not so long but I remember I loved her ears-the way it sagged and the way it would get cold when she was cold. I remember those eyes that would make me melt in sympathy ( Read more... )

All I want to do now is savor the anger and disappointment, intake more reasons why I'm right and that I'm doing the right thing--despite my forseeing that in a few weeks or months I will be unhappy and lonely again-- and bottle this up, remembering each and every ounce of ill feelings in me so that when I wake up and begin to be a bit more cool, I ( Read more... )

I just read that my friend recently got her Ateneo application form for incoming freshmen and I can remember how I felt when I submitted mine. I was a giddy high school senior, trying to find my way to the Office of Admissions amidst the hustle and bustle of the crowd. I can remember how I envied the students I saw in Xavier Hall and in EDSA Walk-I ( Read more... )

TEN OF LIFE'S SIMPLE PLEASURES

♥ A "Hey Kylie, let's hang" text on a boring afternoon

♥ Being up on the roof, feeling the cold breeze rush past you as you stare deep into the sunset

♥ Soccer and the passion of playing the sport. Nothing beats that.

♥ A very touching comment on a blog entry. It usually feels nice to hear that other people care. :P

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WHOA. Looking at my pictures, I just felt this rush in my spine. I couldn't help but smile. All the memories, whoa. Thank God for all of them. I am so thankful to have friends, so thankful my family is together and beautiful, so thankful that I've met the people I've met and very happy that I've found someone I could love with everything I have.

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I'm not in a very good mood today. I hate and dread so many things happening or about to happen. I've always wanted to go to my school, but as I near the first days of school, I don't want to push through with it as if I've lost all energy. I often hate life for throwing crap at me but then again I believe that somehow I will get through this. I ( Read more... )

I hope you don't mind that I put down in words how wonderful life is now that you're in the world. Tell our story-- this is a story about love. Love makes us act like fools, throws our lives away for one happy day. If I should die this very moment, I wouldn't fear. For I've never known completeness like being here wrapped in the warmth of you, ( Read more... )