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thoughts flowing through my head.... not sure where they wil take me, at this point in my level. me, im lost not finding my way out eirther, like trapped in a hell on earth. where do i go from here?
"everything happens for a reason"...... please tell the reason for this! im speachless beyond belief, with no outting!
if i'm only happy for rare, brief moments is it really worth all this? i'm doin all the giving with no recieving. i want so much that he cant give and wont try to, he does everything i despites, and finally he doesnt feel the way i feel about him.... so why cant i be strong enough to let him go when this isnt what i truely want?