Dreams.....
Over the last couple of months i've been having strange dreams about me hooking up with other guys. Guys that aren't matt. (my fiance).Ok, so the one that i've had a couple of times is Daniel Weaver suddenly showing interest in me. and becomes like my boyfriend. holding me, hugging me... kissing my forhead. i've had that one at least 3 times. and then others. but one last night made me think about stuff: This mysterious guy with blonde hair and a strong build is like,doing the same stuff daniel did. being a totally sweet guy... like a boyfriend. Then Brook Williams (where the hell did he come from?!) comes and takes me from the guy and holds me. kisses me and my head... and is just there. and i'm totally swept off my feet. totally falling for brook. Well, thats the gist of the dream. And i dont know WHY i keep having these dreams. its so... awful. i feel bad for even having these dreams. and i love matt, want to be with him. but what do these dreams mean? its driving me CRAZY wondering what the hell they are trying to tell me.