Nov 20, 2008 00:42
Seeing the Cheshire-Grin smiling back at me in the sky once was a good omen for the night or otherwise. I've stopped looking for it long ago...not since the time I fell for someone with a grin just like that moon, and eyes as radiant as the stars. That fellow was someone I never should have tangled myself up in. The whole attraction was nothing but masochistic. But that's ancient history. Tonight I only had to look at the horizon as I was driving home. I would have had to have been blind to have missed it. The moon might as well have been setting and appeared so large, as though a Cheshire cat truly was grinning widely at me through the trees. Maybe I've done the right thing. Maybe this was the wisest decision I could have made. We were compatible on some levels, but not on most. Physical desire doesn't amount to much in the end. But I still feel like I've lost something grand. Like a chance at something more. I don't enjoy closing doors and I hate goodbyes but we both knew it was time for the both of us to move on. He wanted more than what I was capable of giving.
But then again, so do the rest.