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[princess_oom]

Is it just me, or am I distancing everyone again?
Is it just me, or am I not myself?
Is it just me, or am I scared again?
Is it just me, or did I not realize how horrible I truly am?
Is it just me, or have I changed?
Is it just me, or is change a bad thing?
Is it just me, or has life gotten better?
Is it just me, or does life getting better means I've gotten worse?
Is it just me, or am I broken again?
Is it just me, or am I getting worse with every passing day?
Is it just me, or am I wishing for that blade again?
Is it just me, or was I much better before?
Is it just me, or am I never going to get over this darkness?
Is it just me, or am I becoming too weak to fight it?
Is it just me, or am I giving in, letting it take over?
Is it just me, or is this the cowards way of telling you?
Is it just me, or do I hate myself entirely again?