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Oh yes and did I forget to mention:
Zack I made this fucking journal because I was tired of you reading my last one, now I know that you must find the musings of a teenage girl more interesting than your own life, but if you would kindly stop reading my journal then I'd be quite grateful, I might even bring you down a few notches on the prick scale, even though it wouldn't help much seeing as you're so high up there. I never did read your journal. I really never found you that interesting. I know that Casey doesn't read it anymore either. And I don't know how the fuck you think that you know someone from our house *is* reading it because livejournal does not give out fucking I.P. adresses, so there is no way you could know. And please, stop antagonizing me and my sister. You see, it's kind of an odd concept, but if you leave us alone, we leave you alone. Maybe you can get that through your head one of these days. And about all us Howard girls being the same, you're right, we are the same, we're all too good for you, although I think it'd be hard to find a girl you're good enough for, or even a guy for that matter. Maybe you should resort to beastiality, although I'd still feel sorry for the poor animal. You're not good enough for that either, stick to the hand, even though it's a bit big for the thing you like to call a dick. I'm done Zack, I hope you are too.
Edit---Okay I wanted to see what all the hype was you were creating about your journal, and just as I said, it really isn't at all interesting. You say you don't care who reads it in a lot of your entries, but you care if we do, you also told me not to put something on the internet if you don't want it read. You remember that right? The whole reason I made this journal? Well I really do have to thank you for that you know, cuz now I really couldn't give a fuck whether or not you read all my past entries, it's not like any of them mean anything to me now, it's all in the past zack dear. I plan on leaving you a comment in your journal, but I am going to be a bit vague so I'll hammer out all the details here. You say you've moved on from Casey, well then why do you talk so much about her in your entries, you even openly lied about it, you said you hadn't said anything about her in your journal postMarch, are you forgetting that post means after? Because there were many many many entries that talked about her through out April and May, and here's the fun part, I never even read all of the April entries, I stopped when I got about Mid-April out of boredom. You say you're a likable person in your journal, yet...In just about every entry, you sound like a self-absorbed jerk-off. If you ask me Zack, you need to get layed, and then that girl needs to tell you what a sad-fuck you are. Maybe then you'll get over yourself. You *did* use and abuse Casey. I know you did. I've read some of the conversations you had with her, I caught her in tears over you more then once. And you know what? You did *not* spend more money on her than she did on you, almost every penny that she had that didn't put to debate funds was used on you. And that book she made you, that took her forever, she put so much meaning behind that book, she poured endless hours into it. And you're bitchy enough to say something about her cheating and lying to you? She wasn't cheating on you then! I'm not even sure if she ever did, the more I get to know her the more I doubt she ever did. Yeah she was lying about cutting, but so what?! It was her way of coping and she knew it made you upset! It's common for a cutter to hide it as best they can, unless they are a prick and just doing it to make someone feel bad like a certain Zack Martin I could mention. You did a good job of making her feel bad too. Go figure. You think you know what love is Zack? Well I think you should try harder. Maybe you'll realize love is more then using someone and hurting them to get what you want. Maybe you'll realize Casey is the best you can do. Maybe just maybe, you'll find someone to put up with all your shit, or maybe, and this would be much better, you'll get past it. Stop trying to make her feel bad, and stop making yourself seem so big. We can all tell you are feeling inadequate so you are hurting the people around you. Your coping mechanisms may be normal, but the normal ones hurt the most people.
Zack I made this fucking journal because I was tired of you reading my last one, now I know that you must find the musings of a teenage girl more interesting than your own life, but if you would kindly stop reading my journal then I'd be quite grateful, I might even bring you down a few notches on the prick scale, even though it wouldn't help much seeing as you're so high up there. I never did read your journal. I really never found you that interesting. I know that Casey doesn't read it anymore either. And I don't know how the fuck you think that you know someone from our house *is* reading it because livejournal does not give out fucking I.P. adresses, so there is no way you could know. And please, stop antagonizing me and my sister. You see, it's kind of an odd concept, but if you leave us alone, we leave you alone. Maybe you can get that through your head one of these days. And about all us Howard girls being the same, you're right, we are the same, we're all too good for you, although I think it'd be hard to find a girl you're good enough for, or even a guy for that matter. Maybe you should resort to beastiality, although I'd still feel sorry for the poor animal. You're not good enough for that either, stick to the hand, even though it's a bit big for the thing you like to call a dick. I'm done Zack, I hope you are too.
Edit---Okay I wanted to see what all the hype was you were creating about your journal, and just as I said, it really isn't at all interesting. You say you don't care who reads it in a lot of your entries, but you care if we do, you also told me not to put something on the internet if you don't want it read. You remember that right? The whole reason I made this journal? Well I really do have to thank you for that you know, cuz now I really couldn't give a fuck whether or not you read all my past entries, it's not like any of them mean anything to me now, it's all in the past zack dear. I plan on leaving you a comment in your journal, but I am going to be a bit vague so I'll hammer out all the details here. You say you've moved on from Casey, well then why do you talk so much about her in your entries, you even openly lied about it, you said you hadn't said anything about her in your journal postMarch, are you forgetting that post means after? Because there were many many many entries that talked about her through out April and May, and here's the fun part, I never even read all of the April entries, I stopped when I got about Mid-April out of boredom. You say you're a likable person in your journal, yet...In just about every entry, you sound like a self-absorbed jerk-off. If you ask me Zack, you need to get layed, and then that girl needs to tell you what a sad-fuck you are. Maybe then you'll get over yourself. You *did* use and abuse Casey. I know you did. I've read some of the conversations you had with her, I caught her in tears over you more then once. And you know what? You did *not* spend more money on her than she did on you, almost every penny that she had that didn't put to debate funds was used on you. And that book she made you, that took her forever, she put so much meaning behind that book, she poured endless hours into it. And you're bitchy enough to say something about her cheating and lying to you? She wasn't cheating on you then! I'm not even sure if she ever did, the more I get to know her the more I doubt she ever did. Yeah she was lying about cutting, but so what?! It was her way of coping and she knew it made you upset! It's common for a cutter to hide it as best they can, unless they are a prick and just doing it to make someone feel bad like a certain Zack Martin I could mention. You did a good job of making her feel bad too. Go figure. You think you know what love is Zack? Well I think you should try harder. Maybe you'll realize love is more then using someone and hurting them to get what you want. Maybe you'll realize Casey is the best you can do. Maybe just maybe, you'll find someone to put up with all your shit, or maybe, and this would be much better, you'll get past it. Stop trying to make her feel bad, and stop making yourself seem so big. We can all tell you are feeling inadequate so you are hurting the people around you. Your coping mechanisms may be normal, but the normal ones hurt the most people.