Oct 26, 2004 19:24
dear friends,
i know u hate me by now... bc i do wanna leave...i may not end my life...but maybe start over...i maybe take some of u with me....
to people i didnt im sorry... but theres just too much pain in my likfe with u in it i guess...i mean joels gonna get hannah we know that.. and i cant have him...jason his heart doenst love me... whatever...i mean i love u lizz and i loveu nicki and i just i dotn know...lyssa cant be no more.... she needs do disper leave... and not come bak
i did it when i left shane and i can do it again... lissy died
lyssa can die
who knows anymore.. but im gonan stay melissa... well just becoem mel wont we....who knows.....