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God already knows how I feel about this whole Eddie thing, and I've told him that Im going to trust him and let things happen the way He wants them to happen, but its so hard for me to let go. I have this overwhelming desire to take the situation in my own hands and see on my own if things with Eddie works out, which I know deep down, I shouldnt do. In the words of my church, I really wish I knew how to just "let go and let God".