Apr 29, 2005 02:21
What the truck! i am so tired of this shit!!! (fyi.. before i get too far... this is gonna be a mega bitchy rampage.... if you think you might be part of the problem... i would suggest you stop reading now!)
Why do people honestly think that they can continue to walk all over me and i'm gonna continue to me totally fine with that idea.... it stops here and NOW! i can not take this shit anymore!!! I am not here for everyone and their brother to lean on... i got my own shit to deal with/worry about!
Totally new venting point (sorry.. i know it's random.... but i need this tonight!)
Dude, i'm cool with being there for ya when you need me, but return the favor would you...AND STOP IGNORING ME! i know we had a rough chat the other night... but for real! this is INSANE! Get over it... you know we should just be together and forget all this other shit... life would be so much easier... honestly! i'm so tired of this around and around game and when it works for you... you know i want to be with you and i know that 98% of the time you feel the same... can we please just make a perm. decision and MOVE ON with it! And it needs to be a choice that we make together not just one of us making it! GRH!
As short as that was, i feel so much better writing it down... i can't wait to see how many comments i get... b/c only 2 ppl (miss Lil and my CHESTA!) actually know who i'm talking about!
I have to crash! i have to work a double tomorrow so i can take my ass outta this city for yet another weekend! someone... kill me now... PLEASE!!?!?
PS.... Got her WASTED twice for her birthday... hehe.. happy 21st Chatty! :)