Apr 01, 2009 21:47
Among the people I counted as friends, very few are happy for me when it comes to my current wants and path.
Those that I've only just come back into contact with, are supportive and warm.
I feel a bit like the world is a bit upside down, perhaps really the issue is that I've changed.
I'm fairly sick of people saying one thing and doing the exact opposite. If I crack, then these people will wish they hadn't backstabbed me so utterly. So really, if you're sitting here reading this and you can think of some of the two-faced shit you've said and you squirm. Watch your fucking step, because I'm going to fucking burn that bridge and if you need me.. you're fucked.
I'm sick of being walked over. I want to be helpful, I want to be there for my friends.. but I'm sick of feeling used. Fuck you for making me feel this way.