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Oct 01, 2006 16:31

I suck at updating, I swear I was going to post more, and I don't. I have a million things that run through my head during the day, I just don't get to sit down and type it out.
I wrote my mother's psych dr back home. I don't feel bad about doing it, because my mother, is not a normal person, at least not in the eyes of me, my younger brother and sister. My mother is borderline personality, bipolar, and a few other things I am not aware of. My older sister who used to work at the mental health ward at Madig@n hospital, on Fort Lewis, uses what little knowledge she has and her narcisstic personality and has ultimality screwed people over and their lives as well. My sister is not aware she has narcissistic personality, but believe me, she has it. My sister M, thinks she is perfect, thinks everyone LOVES her, she should be worshipped, thinks everyone else is trash, but her. She has all of these traits:

has a grandiose sense of self-importance (e.g., exaggerates achievements and talents, expects to be recognized as superior without commensurate achievements)
is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love
believes that he or she is "special" and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions)
requires excessive admiration
has a sense of entitlement, i.e., unreasonable expectations of especially favorable treatment or automatic compliance with his or her expectations
is interpersonally exploitative, i.e., takes advantage of others to achieve his or her own ends
lacks empathy: is unwilling to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others
is often envious of others or believes that others are envious of him or her
shows arrogant, haughty behaviors or attitudes.

She has done some almost unforgivable things and it has totally ruined my relationship with my mother, and is reaping the benefits.
I think this bothers me far more than I let on.....
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