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i hate feeling used. I stay up late trying to talk to someone and cheer them up, then when i need someone to talk to they are too busy to even bother asking how I am.
Its like im only their friend when they need something or have nothing better to do. I'm sitting here fucking crying and i just want someone to tell me everything will be ok, or something. I hate being alone and not having anyone i can trust to talk to.
I spent Christmas Day with a friend, none of my family even bothered to call and see where i was. My husband comes by and gives me a 'i feel guilty' present which he wasted his money on.
It might be the baby hormones but i havent felt this horrible since the night i took too many pills. I cant deal with things alone.
Its like im only their friend when they need something or have nothing better to do. I'm sitting here fucking crying and i just want someone to tell me everything will be ok, or something. I hate being alone and not having anyone i can trust to talk to.
I spent Christmas Day with a friend, none of my family even bothered to call and see where i was. My husband comes by and gives me a 'i feel guilty' present which he wasted his money on.
It might be the baby hormones but i havent felt this horrible since the night i took too many pills. I cant deal with things alone.