WORST thing that has EVER happened to me
ok just to warn you this is gunna be a LONG entry
last night me talia and johnny were gunna go to this party, but first we stopped by the YMCA cuz matt was there, he saw me and came outside and went for a walk w/ me. we talked abt everything and he explained what ive been hearing. i said to him in the middle of a sentance "hold me" and hes like "just let me explain somehting" so then i raised my voice a little and was like "hold me!" and he was like "julianne will u just let me finish telling u this and i said "HOLD ME!!!!" and so he leaned in and held me for awhile and i was like "longer and tighter" and i was still in his arms and i asked what he felt for me and we talked abt how he felt and i was like "i still like u...alot...but if u cant tell me u love me tonight then im not gunna wait and i dont wanna walk past u everyday like ive never met u, that would be really hard for both of us" he said if i dont want him w/ certain girls anymore he wont hang out w/ them and i told him that i appriciate it but thats not how it is. and i was like do u wanna go to the party and he said hes grounded but he'll sneak out and im like can u spend the night at johnnys w/ me? and hes like i cant stay out all night. we kept talking abt everything thats been a problem and he hugged me tight again and we left. so he went home and tried to sneak out like an hour later but he got caught and he called me and was like i miss u, i cant stop thinking abt u. and we talked like 8 times that night, so idk whats going on between us now
LATER THAT NIGHT (where the trouble started)
we were at the party for awhile and johnny stayed. me and talia went for a drive. neither of us have ever gotten our licence. and we had all the alcohol in the truck. we went to matts house. on our way home, we got in a car accident. talia and me were so scared cuz we werent licenced drivers and we had alcohol in the car. so i suggested we just keep going so we pulled a "hit and run". the car followed us for a few miles so we pulled into a parking lot.
could it get worse...only for someone unlucky like me
OMG!!
he was like "im a COP, do u guys have licence? do u know how much trouble u can get in for a hit and run? you could go to jail" me and talia started hysterically crying. we said johnny had insurence and he was like wheres johnny, we were stupid and told him "at a party" he rolled his eyes and laughed annoyed. hes like "is your boyfriend drunk" and talia replys "oh no, hes our designated driver" she didnt realize that it made us sound like he was the sober one just so we could get drunk. luckly he was nice and didnt turn us in he just wanted his car fixed so we called johnny and he came over where we were and gave the guy his insurence information. the guy started talking abt his kids and how his daughter got in a crash once also. and i go "did u buy her a new one?" he laughed. me and talia told him while we were in tears still, that we would never drive again, were scared shitless. talia goes to him "it WAS a nice car"
things start to look up...only to plummet down further though
NEXT IN THE DISASTER...
me and talia were so scared and sad, so we drank and drank and drank, we got so wasted.i called matt at like 4 in the morning drunk of my ass and left a message telling him what happened.
could it get worse?? nah....wait yeah!!
OMG SHOOT ME NOW...
this morning matt calls johnnys cell number, i asked if i could answer cuz it was matt ya know? anyways it was matts dad calling, asking for johnny. matts dad was the guy we got in a car accident with!!!!!!! matts dad was the guy i was crying to for an hour and a half!!!! could it get any worse....OH YES...that was matts brand new truck and talia fucked it up!!
OH ALL THE FUCKING PPL TO GET IN A CAR CRASH WITH, IT HAD TO BE HIM, AT THAT VERY MOMENT....TALK ABT ME BEING AN UNLUCKY PIECE OF CRAP!!!!!
idk if matt knows it was us, i hope he calls
theres more but thats the brief version..if u wanna know ask, it sucked balls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was shaking the whole time and i was so fucking scared. i cant believe that shit happened i thought it was a nightmare and didnt really happen...i wish