[story] making the wrong or right choice [part 11]
Title: Making the Wrong or Right Choice
Author: vanillafishy
Summary: A choice means changing your life, but there is always someone that makes the wrong choice which leads to a negative change in life.
Rating: PG-13 or maybe higher
Genre: Romance, e.t.c.
Chapter: 11
Disclaimer: I only own the story T.T
Beta: all_rise_red
FHREDSFUHCED I AM SO SORRY FOR THIS SUPA DUPA LATE UPDATE
Donghae POV
After Eunhyuk had told us he didn’t share the same feelings that I nor Hyoyeon had, we both left the room. I glared at her; if she hadn’t done what she had done, Eunhyuk might have reacted otherwise. I sighed and walked into the living room, noticing Hyoyeon leaving for the kitchen, she had probably gone to cry her eyes out to Jessica.
I let myself fall on the couch and a deep sigh left my lips. I didn’t notice the looks Eunhyuk’s family members were giving me. I simply stared at my fingers and played with them, hoping I could steer my mind away from what had just happened.
The words that Eunhyuk had said kept returning to haunt my mind. How could he be so cold towards me? I knew I liked him, but I didn’t know I liked him this much, so much that what he said really hurt me. It wasn’t at all the same kind of hurt which I felt when my past lover and I broke up, it hurt even more than that.
“Donghae oppa, what is wrong?”
I felt small hands around my cheeks, I looked up and noticed Eunmi was on my lap; I hadn’t even realized she was there.
“Nothing… Are you enjoying your party?”
I tried to force a smile and hoped it didn’t look too out of place, but I knew it was. She nodded.
“That’s good,” I wrapped my arms around her, and stood up with her.
“Do you want to play some games outside with your friends?”
“Yes,” she said, really excited.
I walked outside with her. All of her friends were still running around and chasing each other, I put her on the ground and she looked at me awkwardly.
“What is it?” I asked.
“I don’t want to play the game they are playing, I want to play hide and seek,” she insisted.
“Then tell them that, dear. I’m going inside now to see if I can help your brother with anything.
She nodded, and ran over to the other kids. I turn around to walk inside and nearly crashed into Hyoyeon, she gave me a death glare and then turned around, walking away at a high speed. I continued walking inside, where I found Eunhyuk in the kitchen. It looked as though he was trying to get something off of the higher shelf, but wasn’t able to reach it.
I went over and reached up just past him, barely getting it and nearly falling over, which caused me to wrap my other arm around his waist for support. I looked at his face, he had a shocked look, but it seemed like he also had a shade of red on his face. I wanted to pull away but his sweet smell seemed to have taken control of me. Just when I was about to snuggle my face in the crook of his neck I came to my sense and pulled away as fast as I could.
“I’m sorry,” I said quickly, and I was out of the room in the blink of an eye.
I headed upstairs to the bathroom and locked the door, then I let myself fall onto the ground. Why, oh why, am I like this around him? I thought. Well, the obvious answer was because I liked him, and without realizing I went from liking him to loving him a bit more than I expected. I secretly hoped he would realise that he felt the same way but that he was perhaps too stubborn to admit it.
I’m being silly, I thought. I banged my head against the door and cursed myself for being so stupid. Firstly, why did I fall in love with him? I cursed myself again, why was I so much of an idiot that I liked somebody I didn’t even know in the first place. It was the same with Bekah, before I actually knew her she was a sort of secret crush of mine, a crush I watched from afar, and before I knew it I was in love with her. But I was also stupid to fall in love with he, and even start something with her, but who knew she would hurt me in that way.
I sighed and stood up, I walked over to the sink and let the water run, I ran my hands under the cool water to let myself calm down a bit, because thinking about the past made me feel even worse than before. I looked up at the mirror and I realized that I totally looked like shit. I didn’t even notice I was crying. There were tear stains all over my face and my eyes were red and all kinds of puffy. I splashed some water in my face and took one deep sigh again before walking out of the bathroom and going downstairs.
Everybody was back inside again, apparently waiting for dinner, which I guess Eunhyuk was preparing with some help. I walked into the kitchen and I was indeed right; Eunhyuk and Heechul were both cooking, or at least giving it a try. I was clueless as to how he did it but Eunhyuk’s face was full of ingredients. Before I had a chance to go over and clean him up, Heechul was already there. A slight feeling of hatred began growing in the pit of my stomach. Then I reminded myself that Heechul already had a boyfriend, and a possessive one at that. He would never normally be seen away from Heechul, hugging him, and whispering to him.
However, Heechul didn’t seem all that appreciative of the fact that Siwon was around him all of the time because he looks sort of pissed. I laughed and all three heads turned around. I shyly averted my eyes when they met Eunhyuk’s, and once again I walked away.
Author: vanillafishy
Summary: A choice means changing your life, but there is always someone that makes the wrong choice which leads to a negative change in life.
Rating: PG-13 or maybe higher
Genre: Romance, e.t.c.
Chapter: 11
Disclaimer: I only own the story T.T
Beta: all_rise_red
FHREDSFUHCED I AM SO SORRY FOR THIS SUPA DUPA LATE UPDATE
Donghae POV
After Eunhyuk had told us he didn’t share the same feelings that I nor Hyoyeon had, we both left the room. I glared at her; if she hadn’t done what she had done, Eunhyuk might have reacted otherwise. I sighed and walked into the living room, noticing Hyoyeon leaving for the kitchen, she had probably gone to cry her eyes out to Jessica.
I let myself fall on the couch and a deep sigh left my lips. I didn’t notice the looks Eunhyuk’s family members were giving me. I simply stared at my fingers and played with them, hoping I could steer my mind away from what had just happened.
The words that Eunhyuk had said kept returning to haunt my mind. How could he be so cold towards me? I knew I liked him, but I didn’t know I liked him this much, so much that what he said really hurt me. It wasn’t at all the same kind of hurt which I felt when my past lover and I broke up, it hurt even more than that.
“Donghae oppa, what is wrong?”
I felt small hands around my cheeks, I looked up and noticed Eunmi was on my lap; I hadn’t even realized she was there.
“Nothing… Are you enjoying your party?”
I tried to force a smile and hoped it didn’t look too out of place, but I knew it was. She nodded.
“That’s good,” I wrapped my arms around her, and stood up with her.
“Do you want to play some games outside with your friends?”
“Yes,” she said, really excited.
I walked outside with her. All of her friends were still running around and chasing each other, I put her on the ground and she looked at me awkwardly.
“What is it?” I asked.
“I don’t want to play the game they are playing, I want to play hide and seek,” she insisted.
“Then tell them that, dear. I’m going inside now to see if I can help your brother with anything.
She nodded, and ran over to the other kids. I turn around to walk inside and nearly crashed into Hyoyeon, she gave me a death glare and then turned around, walking away at a high speed. I continued walking inside, where I found Eunhyuk in the kitchen. It looked as though he was trying to get something off of the higher shelf, but wasn’t able to reach it.
I went over and reached up just past him, barely getting it and nearly falling over, which caused me to wrap my other arm around his waist for support. I looked at his face, he had a shocked look, but it seemed like he also had a shade of red on his face. I wanted to pull away but his sweet smell seemed to have taken control of me. Just when I was about to snuggle my face in the crook of his neck I came to my sense and pulled away as fast as I could.
“I’m sorry,” I said quickly, and I was out of the room in the blink of an eye.
I headed upstairs to the bathroom and locked the door, then I let myself fall onto the ground. Why, oh why, am I like this around him? I thought. Well, the obvious answer was because I liked him, and without realizing I went from liking him to loving him a bit more than I expected. I secretly hoped he would realise that he felt the same way but that he was perhaps too stubborn to admit it.
I’m being silly, I thought. I banged my head against the door and cursed myself for being so stupid. Firstly, why did I fall in love with him? I cursed myself again, why was I so much of an idiot that I liked somebody I didn’t even know in the first place. It was the same with Bekah, before I actually knew her she was a sort of secret crush of mine, a crush I watched from afar, and before I knew it I was in love with her. But I was also stupid to fall in love with he, and even start something with her, but who knew she would hurt me in that way.
I sighed and stood up, I walked over to the sink and let the water run, I ran my hands under the cool water to let myself calm down a bit, because thinking about the past made me feel even worse than before. I looked up at the mirror and I realized that I totally looked like shit. I didn’t even notice I was crying. There were tear stains all over my face and my eyes were red and all kinds of puffy. I splashed some water in my face and took one deep sigh again before walking out of the bathroom and going downstairs.
Everybody was back inside again, apparently waiting for dinner, which I guess Eunhyuk was preparing with some help. I walked into the kitchen and I was indeed right; Eunhyuk and Heechul were both cooking, or at least giving it a try. I was clueless as to how he did it but Eunhyuk’s face was full of ingredients. Before I had a chance to go over and clean him up, Heechul was already there. A slight feeling of hatred began growing in the pit of my stomach. Then I reminded myself that Heechul already had a boyfriend, and a possessive one at that. He would never normally be seen away from Heechul, hugging him, and whispering to him.
However, Heechul didn’t seem all that appreciative of the fact that Siwon was around him all of the time because he looks sort of pissed. I laughed and all three heads turned around. I shyly averted my eyes when they met Eunhyuk’s, and once again I walked away.