Late Night Calls
Title: Late Night Calls
Author: vanillafishy
Summary: Late night calls apparently help Heechul fall asleep
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: I only own the story T.T
Beta: all_rise_red
I sighed and rolled around in bed with closed eyes. I felt tired but I couldn’t sleep, the reason being that Siwon wasn’t next to me. Wearing his shirt to have his smell around me wasn’t enough to help me sleep. I wanted his strong hands wrapped around me, but he was too busy with filming anyway so he has barely time for me or other things.
I rolled around again, before I decided to open my eyes. I sat up straight, and blinked a few times for my eyes to adjust to the dark. I took my phone from the bedside table and nearly got blinded when the screen lit up as I opened it. There were no missed calls or new messages, I guess Siwon was still busy filming or already fast asleep. I checked my twitter and saw he tweeted a hour ago.
Because I couldn’t sleep and didn’t feel like staying in bed I got up to go to the kitchen. Fortunately I was in Siwon’s house so there was no Leeteuk telling me to sleep, or a Yesung creeping around, or a Shindong searching for food. I got myself a glass of water and sat on the kitchen counter. I looked at the fridge, photos of myself and Siwon’s dates was on it, also some newer photos from Paris we secretly took at night. Luckily there were no fan was around at the time, otherwise we would have been in big trouble.
I sighed. I really wished Siwon would come back from Taiwan already.
Whilst drinking water and looking at the pictures and thinking about the memories, I played with my phone a bit, not knowing what else to do because I was too lost in thought. While I was lost in thought I couldn’t help but get all warm and fuzzy inside thinking about all the sweet moments Siwon and I once shared.
I nearly dropped my phone because it began to vibrate and startled me out of deep thought. Knowing it was probably Siwon calling I picked up as fast as I could.
“Hyung,” the soft loving voice says at the other end of the line.
Butterflies like the first time I realized I was in love with him came back, my hands start to shake because I was nervous and I didn’t know why I felt this way all of sudden.
“Siwon -ah,” I whispered nervously.
I cursed myself for sounding like a nervous high school girl in love, why was I being like this? It had been years since Siwon and I started this relationship but with one simple call I got nervous.
“Hyung I miss you.”
Those words I heard every day, but I knew they came from the bottom of his heart, and every day when he said it to me I would feel a blush creeping on my face. I didn’t know why I was blushing.
“I miss you too… why do you have to be part of Skip Beat?”
I really hated that he was part from the Skip Beat cast, but I couldn’t help it that he got the role. I was happy for him, but I hated that it took him away from me.
“I hope the filming is over soon.”
I whispered after a moment of silence between the two of us.
“I hope so too.”
Once again there was a silence where Siwon and I both didn’t know what to say, and I adjusted on the kitchen counter, nearly falling off because I made a wrong move. The silence wasn’t uncomfortable, I knew Siwon was just thinking, like I was.
“Hyung, let me guess, you’re in my house right now?” I could tell he was smiling at the thought, a sad one because he couldn’t be here with me, “And you’re wearing one of my shirts, so you can have my smell around you when you try to sleep?”
I laughed, and I gathered that Siwon knew by now that he was right. I began to wonder if he put some cameras in the house to keep an eye on me.
“Hyung, I know what you’re thinking, but no I didn’t. But hey, it’s a good idea, maybe I’ll do it next time. I will be sure to put some in the bath and bedrooms then.”
“Tsk tsk, how can people think of you as a innocent guy.”
He laughed his heavenly laugh, and the only thing I could do was wish I was there to see his beautiful dimples as he laughed.
“Because I look more innocent then you hyung.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever Siwon.”
He laughed again and I just pouted in response. I could be innocent too, if I wanted to.
“Hey, stop laughing before I hang up on you.”
“Okay, sorry hyung.”
“Good boy,” I whispered, “If you were here you would get a reward for being a good boy.”
“Mmmh… moments like these are when I hate being in Taiwan…”
“And the moments I love,” I said teasingly.
Now that it was my turn to tease him, despite the fact that what I said wasn’t true. I hated that he wasn’t here to have a conversation face to face, I hated that I couldn’t feel his breath tickling me when he was laughing whilst attempting to hide his face in my neck from embarrassment. Or just the feel of his soft lips on mine, because he had to hold back the whole time, but he couldn’t handle it anymore and just give me a small peck. I missed his strong hands around me while we are lay in bed, my head resting on his heart, listening to the calm and soft thumping of his heartbeat. I missed those sweet moments with him.
“Hyung, what are you doing?”
The soft voice, which I could barely hear because I was again too deep in thought brought me back to reality once again.
“Sitting in your kitchen, thinking. But I’m actually about to go to your bedroom, and you?”
The time we spent talking was filled with nonsensical chit-chat, but I loved them. It was the only way I could spend time with him.
“Yes, you should, hyung. And I’m laying on my bed, surfing the internet, I saw some nice new pictures of you.”
“My pictures are always nice dear Siwon.”
I said it jokingly but I could hear him make a noise that suggested agreement.
“How was your filming today?” I asked Siwon while I walking to his room.
While Siwon told me about the foolish things Donghae did behind the scenes and everything else that happened on set I got to his room and let myself fall on his bed, pulling the blankets over me, letting the silky fabric embrace me. Listening to Siwon’s calming voice just simply telling about his day I closed my eyes. Suddenly he stopped talking, as if he got disturbed by somebody.
“Siwon?”
“Sorry hyung, I felt that it might be a bit boring if I just talk about my day, the reason I called you was because I miss you and that I want to be with you right now…”
“Me too…”
“You know hyung, every night I keep hoping you would come here because you miss me, every night I hope I can take a plane back to Korea to come back to you, I know I have to wait patiently but I can’t. I need to have you in my arms right now, I need to have you around me to handle all the pressure from this schedule.”
There was a silence, then muffled speaking, even though Siwon tried to mute the phone by putting his hand over the of the speaker I could distinguish what was being said slightly, it sounded like the manager telling him to sleep because his schedule began early the next day. After a while the manager left and I started to talk.
“Siwon, I keep hoping that you will come back soon, or that I can come to you. I want to be with you again, I miss having you around me, protecting me from every little thing that can harm me, but you can’t know. And I just have to wait, and wait till you are back here.“
“Hyung I love you, but I am really sorry. The manager told me to sleep because tomorrow will be another busy day, I am really sorry.”
“It’s okay, I understand, sleep well and I love you too.”
Neither of us wanted to hang up, so the only thing we could hear for a while was each other’s soft but steady breathing, before we decide to end the call. I tightly wrapped the blanket around me and put my phone away. Siwon’s sweet words were still fresh on my mind, and with that I finally fell asleep, after a long, late night call.
Author: vanillafishy
Summary: Late night calls apparently help Heechul fall asleep
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: I only own the story T.T
Beta: all_rise_red
I sighed and rolled around in bed with closed eyes. I felt tired but I couldn’t sleep, the reason being that Siwon wasn’t next to me. Wearing his shirt to have his smell around me wasn’t enough to help me sleep. I wanted his strong hands wrapped around me, but he was too busy with filming anyway so he has barely time for me or other things.
I rolled around again, before I decided to open my eyes. I sat up straight, and blinked a few times for my eyes to adjust to the dark. I took my phone from the bedside table and nearly got blinded when the screen lit up as I opened it. There were no missed calls or new messages, I guess Siwon was still busy filming or already fast asleep. I checked my twitter and saw he tweeted a hour ago.
Because I couldn’t sleep and didn’t feel like staying in bed I got up to go to the kitchen. Fortunately I was in Siwon’s house so there was no Leeteuk telling me to sleep, or a Yesung creeping around, or a Shindong searching for food. I got myself a glass of water and sat on the kitchen counter. I looked at the fridge, photos of myself and Siwon’s dates was on it, also some newer photos from Paris we secretly took at night. Luckily there were no fan was around at the time, otherwise we would have been in big trouble.
I sighed. I really wished Siwon would come back from Taiwan already.
Whilst drinking water and looking at the pictures and thinking about the memories, I played with my phone a bit, not knowing what else to do because I was too lost in thought. While I was lost in thought I couldn’t help but get all warm and fuzzy inside thinking about all the sweet moments Siwon and I once shared.
I nearly dropped my phone because it began to vibrate and startled me out of deep thought. Knowing it was probably Siwon calling I picked up as fast as I could.
“Hyung,” the soft loving voice says at the other end of the line.
Butterflies like the first time I realized I was in love with him came back, my hands start to shake because I was nervous and I didn’t know why I felt this way all of sudden.
“Siwon -ah,” I whispered nervously.
I cursed myself for sounding like a nervous high school girl in love, why was I being like this? It had been years since Siwon and I started this relationship but with one simple call I got nervous.
“Hyung I miss you.”
Those words I heard every day, but I knew they came from the bottom of his heart, and every day when he said it to me I would feel a blush creeping on my face. I didn’t know why I was blushing.
“I miss you too… why do you have to be part of Skip Beat?”
I really hated that he was part from the Skip Beat cast, but I couldn’t help it that he got the role. I was happy for him, but I hated that it took him away from me.
“I hope the filming is over soon.”
I whispered after a moment of silence between the two of us.
“I hope so too.”
Once again there was a silence where Siwon and I both didn’t know what to say, and I adjusted on the kitchen counter, nearly falling off because I made a wrong move. The silence wasn’t uncomfortable, I knew Siwon was just thinking, like I was.
“Hyung, let me guess, you’re in my house right now?” I could tell he was smiling at the thought, a sad one because he couldn’t be here with me, “And you’re wearing one of my shirts, so you can have my smell around you when you try to sleep?”
I laughed, and I gathered that Siwon knew by now that he was right. I began to wonder if he put some cameras in the house to keep an eye on me.
“Hyung, I know what you’re thinking, but no I didn’t. But hey, it’s a good idea, maybe I’ll do it next time. I will be sure to put some in the bath and bedrooms then.”
“Tsk tsk, how can people think of you as a innocent guy.”
He laughed his heavenly laugh, and the only thing I could do was wish I was there to see his beautiful dimples as he laughed.
“Because I look more innocent then you hyung.”
“Yeah, yeah, whatever Siwon.”
He laughed again and I just pouted in response. I could be innocent too, if I wanted to.
“Hey, stop laughing before I hang up on you.”
“Okay, sorry hyung.”
“Good boy,” I whispered, “If you were here you would get a reward for being a good boy.”
“Mmmh… moments like these are when I hate being in Taiwan…”
“And the moments I love,” I said teasingly.
Now that it was my turn to tease him, despite the fact that what I said wasn’t true. I hated that he wasn’t here to have a conversation face to face, I hated that I couldn’t feel his breath tickling me when he was laughing whilst attempting to hide his face in my neck from embarrassment. Or just the feel of his soft lips on mine, because he had to hold back the whole time, but he couldn’t handle it anymore and just give me a small peck. I missed his strong hands around me while we are lay in bed, my head resting on his heart, listening to the calm and soft thumping of his heartbeat. I missed those sweet moments with him.
“Hyung, what are you doing?”
The soft voice, which I could barely hear because I was again too deep in thought brought me back to reality once again.
“Sitting in your kitchen, thinking. But I’m actually about to go to your bedroom, and you?”
The time we spent talking was filled with nonsensical chit-chat, but I loved them. It was the only way I could spend time with him.
“Yes, you should, hyung. And I’m laying on my bed, surfing the internet, I saw some nice new pictures of you.”
“My pictures are always nice dear Siwon.”
I said it jokingly but I could hear him make a noise that suggested agreement.
“How was your filming today?” I asked Siwon while I walking to his room.
While Siwon told me about the foolish things Donghae did behind the scenes and everything else that happened on set I got to his room and let myself fall on his bed, pulling the blankets over me, letting the silky fabric embrace me. Listening to Siwon’s calming voice just simply telling about his day I closed my eyes. Suddenly he stopped talking, as if he got disturbed by somebody.
“Siwon?”
“Sorry hyung, I felt that it might be a bit boring if I just talk about my day, the reason I called you was because I miss you and that I want to be with you right now…”
“Me too…”
“You know hyung, every night I keep hoping you would come here because you miss me, every night I hope I can take a plane back to Korea to come back to you, I know I have to wait patiently but I can’t. I need to have you in my arms right now, I need to have you around me to handle all the pressure from this schedule.”
There was a silence, then muffled speaking, even though Siwon tried to mute the phone by putting his hand over the of the speaker I could distinguish what was being said slightly, it sounded like the manager telling him to sleep because his schedule began early the next day. After a while the manager left and I started to talk.
“Siwon, I keep hoping that you will come back soon, or that I can come to you. I want to be with you again, I miss having you around me, protecting me from every little thing that can harm me, but you can’t know. And I just have to wait, and wait till you are back here.“
“Hyung I love you, but I am really sorry. The manager told me to sleep because tomorrow will be another busy day, I am really sorry.”
“It’s okay, I understand, sleep well and I love you too.”
Neither of us wanted to hang up, so the only thing we could hear for a while was each other’s soft but steady breathing, before we decide to end the call. I tightly wrapped the blanket around me and put my phone away. Siwon’s sweet words were still fresh on my mind, and with that I finally fell asleep, after a long, late night call.