[drabble] Tears
Title: Tears
Author: vanillafishy
Pairing: SiChul
Summary: Bad memories keep coming back, but with the right treatment you can forget them
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Disclaimer: If I owned the boys I would have gone to SMTown Paris for free. But that's clearly not the case.
Beta: all_rise_red
I let my head rest against the cold window, looking at the rain droplets that were falling down and slowly making their way to the ground. A soft beautiful melody that was full of love yet so full of sadness played in the background. I closed my eyes trying to suppress the tears that were about to fall down. While my mind was filled with old memories from our debut till where we stood now, and I could feel a single tear escape my eye.
While I was lost in thought I never heard somebody approach me, or even notice anothers presence around me, till I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist. A small kiss was planted on the top of my head while the person swayed me back and forth. I realized the by the scent that is was Siwon and so I allowed a small smile to form upon on my face.
“Are you okay hyung?”
I nodded, but I know he wouldn’t believe me because he was one of the few people that could see right through me. Sometimes I hated it but at moments like this, it was actually something the thing I needed.
“Hyung I know you miss Hangeng, and that the pressure of everything is getting too much for you… But please don’t cry, I hate to see you cry,” the soft, smooth voice whispered.
More tears escaped my eyes and Siwon turned me around, then, with his thumb, he slowly wiped the tears away. His thumb caressed my cheek where that scar was from months ago, he removed his thumb and kissed the scar, after which his thumb went back caressing the rest of my face. Slowly moving towards my mouth.
“You know you’re beautiful, right,” Siwon says while caressing my lips.
I nodded, just staring at him. He moved his face closer to mine and I slowly close my eyes, feeling his lips brush against mine. It was just a simple brush, but it expressed all of his sincere feelings for me.
“I love you Heechul,” He whispered, when he moved away.
“I love you too,” I whispered back.
A sincere smile took form on my face, letting the memories fall behind just for now so I would be able to enjoy the feeling of being loved by Siwon. The feeling I missed so much because he was away so much. The moments I spent with him were the moments where I am truly happy, and the moments when my tears turn into tears of happiness.
Author: vanillafishy
Pairing: SiChul
Summary: Bad memories keep coming back, but with the right treatment you can forget them
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Disclaimer: If I owned the boys I would have gone to SMTown Paris for free. But that's clearly not the case.
Beta: all_rise_red
I let my head rest against the cold window, looking at the rain droplets that were falling down and slowly making their way to the ground. A soft beautiful melody that was full of love yet so full of sadness played in the background. I closed my eyes trying to suppress the tears that were about to fall down. While my mind was filled with old memories from our debut till where we stood now, and I could feel a single tear escape my eye.
While I was lost in thought I never heard somebody approach me, or even notice anothers presence around me, till I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist. A small kiss was planted on the top of my head while the person swayed me back and forth. I realized the by the scent that is was Siwon and so I allowed a small smile to form upon on my face.
“Are you okay hyung?”
I nodded, but I know he wouldn’t believe me because he was one of the few people that could see right through me. Sometimes I hated it but at moments like this, it was actually something the thing I needed.
“Hyung I know you miss Hangeng, and that the pressure of everything is getting too much for you… But please don’t cry, I hate to see you cry,” the soft, smooth voice whispered.
More tears escaped my eyes and Siwon turned me around, then, with his thumb, he slowly wiped the tears away. His thumb caressed my cheek where that scar was from months ago, he removed his thumb and kissed the scar, after which his thumb went back caressing the rest of my face. Slowly moving towards my mouth.
“You know you’re beautiful, right,” Siwon says while caressing my lips.
I nodded, just staring at him. He moved his face closer to mine and I slowly close my eyes, feeling his lips brush against mine. It was just a simple brush, but it expressed all of his sincere feelings for me.
“I love you Heechul,” He whispered, when he moved away.
“I love you too,” I whispered back.
A sincere smile took form on my face, letting the memories fall behind just for now so I would be able to enjoy the feeling of being loved by Siwon. The feeling I missed so much because he was away so much. The moments I spent with him were the moments where I am truly happy, and the moments when my tears turn into tears of happiness.