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tonight will probably be the hardest
im not goning to fall asleep to anyones voice tonight
oh boo hoo...right?
i would feel like such a whiny baby if this wasnt whut this journal was for
but its for whut i have to say so i might as well put it in good use
so i was thinking maybe i dont care as much becuase im not being a gurl about this whole thing
i havent cried very much but i think crying like a ballistic lunatic would be a step up from whutever this is thats been in the gut of my stomach all day
i dont even know whut to do
ive been sitting outside on the curb since about 8 today and i just watch the sky turn dark . i must admit sitting outside by your self for a couple hours with nothing but the stupid cricket's... cricketing...or whutever... can do alot to you
i dont even know whut im trying to say but i just wish i didnt have to miss u
its barely been a day and i feel so retarded
i am retarded and in two days ill probaly have eaten at least 2 full gallons of ice cream !
i gonna become fat bastard and his viscious cycle
"im depressed because i eat and i eat becuase im depressed...its a viciouse cycle"-fat bastard