I Almost Forgot
My first theatre break since 1999....wow. I am not quite sure what to do with myself. Maybe I'll audition for Seussical......I don't know though. It would be great to be with old friends again, but I am also really enjoying the time off. I am happy with my job, happy with my income, happy that school ends for a few weeks in a matter of days, and satisfied with Justin......I think.
Why is it that when you think everything is going perfectly well, and you don't have anything weighing you down, that suddenly you are hit by a truck. Well, Justin and I have been dating for 2 months...he is talented, funny, intelligent, good looking, wealthy...ect...there are a ton of good points here...BUT, DAMMIT! Then, suddenly, Kirby, who I believed to be my FRIEND, never more again, misses me. BULLSHIT! But...and the devil calls right as a I am writing about him....hold on...............................
So, I guess I am going to dinner with him tonight. Kirby, that is. At least he's willing to spend money on me.....I don't know....I thought it was over between us...could I have assumed that too soon?
Why is it that when you think everything is going perfectly well, and you don't have anything weighing you down, that suddenly you are hit by a truck. Well, Justin and I have been dating for 2 months...he is talented, funny, intelligent, good looking, wealthy...ect...there are a ton of good points here...BUT, DAMMIT! Then, suddenly, Kirby, who I believed to be my FRIEND, never more again, misses me. BULLSHIT! But...and the devil calls right as a I am writing about him....hold on...............................
So, I guess I am going to dinner with him tonight. Kirby, that is. At least he's willing to spend money on me.....I don't know....I thought it was over between us...could I have assumed that too soon?