Can't sleep
Well, refused the role of Maggie for Chorus Line....kinda sad....kinda not. Feeling alot unsettled at the moment...today is our 2 Month anniversary....Kirby and I. Weird. We went to Claim Jumper's for dinner...always wanted to go there...feeling so unsettled.....seems like one surprise after the next keeps coming. Don't know what I mean by that...I hate those moments when you have so much to say, but are powerless to use the words needed to express them. Very emotional at the moment....I know it's obvious. I feel pretty lost.
Ladies, why does it seem that every time we get attached to someone, somehow it doesn't seem to be going how we thought it was going at all? Is it because our emotional attachment forms so quickly, or what? Suddenly I feel like a needy, crazy lady...which I am not. Things are going too fast... I didn't know that fighting the natural flow was a bad thing....just letting it go....
In case you can't tell...that is the issue. "Things are going too fast...maybe I am a little scared of you". Those are the words I heard tonight...AT OUR FREAKIN' ANNIVERSARY DINNER!!!!!
Why are men afraid of kind, good, nice, fun women???? HMMMM?? Kyle...help me out! Brad...what's the deal? So, there I bear my soul to you guys....that is what is really going on with me...besides the fact that I hope my refusing the role will cause some major backlash when I audition for a show next season...eeeww...scary!
Love you all......
Ladies, why does it seem that every time we get attached to someone, somehow it doesn't seem to be going how we thought it was going at all? Is it because our emotional attachment forms so quickly, or what? Suddenly I feel like a needy, crazy lady...which I am not. Things are going too fast... I didn't know that fighting the natural flow was a bad thing....just letting it go....
In case you can't tell...that is the issue. "Things are going too fast...maybe I am a little scared of you". Those are the words I heard tonight...AT OUR FREAKIN' ANNIVERSARY DINNER!!!!!
Why are men afraid of kind, good, nice, fun women???? HMMMM?? Kyle...help me out! Brad...what's the deal? So, there I bear my soul to you guys....that is what is really going on with me...besides the fact that I hope my refusing the role will cause some major backlash when I audition for a show next season...eeeww...scary!
Love you all......