random thoughts
i dunno why is it so hard to work things out. u may think i'm not trying/not thinking about things/enjoying my life/heartless/selfish etc.
i'm telling u it's none of the above. i'm thinking about it more than u think i am. and sometimes, i wish u could just put yourself in my shoes, or just listen to me for a change.
i feel misunderstood sometimes. not just by you, but by people around me too. bah. whatever. i'm tired of explaining myself. think what u wanna think.
ANYWAY, i found a black cat hiding in my house last week in the middle of the night around 2am. it's freaking creepy i tell u. there i was, feeling hungry, on my way downstairs to the kitchen when i saw this shadow moved behind the sofa. wtf i actually thought it could be my grandmother coming back for a visit or something. and then it moved AGAIN and this time round i saw 2 green eyes appear. shit man don't tell me it's an alien.
ALIEN. can u believe it?? i ACTUALLY thought it was an alien. geez man. but can't blame me wat. in the middle of the night at 2am u see a shadow with 2 green eyes. any ridiculous creature that u think it might be is acceptable. amazingly i didn't scream AT ALL. how weird am i. i can scream my lungs out at the mere sight of a cockroach or a beetle 1000 metres away from me but this freaking green-eyed creature less than 50m away i didn't make a single noise.
somehow i just stood there and continued looking at that thing. it finally came into full view and it was this creepy black cat staring back at me. frankly, it looked frightened and i could have easily shoo-ed it away, open the main door and let it out. but nooooooooooooo i went to wake my brother up coz for some weird reason i didn't wanna go near it.
we spent almost 20 mins getting rid of it coz the stupid cat started running all over the place and it actually ran upstairs and disappeared into one of the bedrooms. wah lau. STUPID CAT. i wanna eat my supper and sleep lor but this brainless cat had to play hide and seek with me and my brother. we didn't find it eventually in any of the bedrooms so we concluded it probably jumped out of one of the windows. which could be how it got in also because the main doors in the living rooms were shut tight. well, i just hope it isn't like stuck in some corner and dying or something.
how creeeepy. this is why i hate cats. STUPID CATS.
i'm telling u it's none of the above. i'm thinking about it more than u think i am. and sometimes, i wish u could just put yourself in my shoes, or just listen to me for a change.
i feel misunderstood sometimes. not just by you, but by people around me too. bah. whatever. i'm tired of explaining myself. think what u wanna think.
ANYWAY, i found a black cat hiding in my house last week in the middle of the night around 2am. it's freaking creepy i tell u. there i was, feeling hungry, on my way downstairs to the kitchen when i saw this shadow moved behind the sofa. wtf i actually thought it could be my grandmother coming back for a visit or something. and then it moved AGAIN and this time round i saw 2 green eyes appear. shit man don't tell me it's an alien.
ALIEN. can u believe it?? i ACTUALLY thought it was an alien. geez man. but can't blame me wat. in the middle of the night at 2am u see a shadow with 2 green eyes. any ridiculous creature that u think it might be is acceptable. amazingly i didn't scream AT ALL. how weird am i. i can scream my lungs out at the mere sight of a cockroach or a beetle 1000 metres away from me but this freaking green-eyed creature less than 50m away i didn't make a single noise.
somehow i just stood there and continued looking at that thing. it finally came into full view and it was this creepy black cat staring back at me. frankly, it looked frightened and i could have easily shoo-ed it away, open the main door and let it out. but nooooooooooooo i went to wake my brother up coz for some weird reason i didn't wanna go near it.
we spent almost 20 mins getting rid of it coz the stupid cat started running all over the place and it actually ran upstairs and disappeared into one of the bedrooms. wah lau. STUPID CAT. i wanna eat my supper and sleep lor but this brainless cat had to play hide and seek with me and my brother. we didn't find it eventually in any of the bedrooms so we concluded it probably jumped out of one of the windows. which could be how it got in also because the main doors in the living rooms were shut tight. well, i just hope it isn't like stuck in some corner and dying or something.
how creeeepy. this is why i hate cats. STUPID CATS.