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I can't even begin to describe how I feel right now... I went through way too many emotions at once and its pulling me down now.
Extremely happy, angsty, weird, confused, confident, belittled, and all around just plain blah at times.
I can't say its been a completely horrible day because around early afternoon until about like 7, things were pretty good. Decent enough and I wasn't stressing out over getting all my paperwork done and meetings and being annoyed by stupid people. I got sit back and relax thanks to Mr. Wonderful, who I don't even know what the hell is going on with. But, like I told myself before all this, don't think and you'll have more fun...right?
Whatever, right now I couldn't give a flying fuck... too much into the self loathing thing right now. And I honestly can't tell you what sparked it either. It wouldn't be for like regular circumstances but at the same time nothing special in particular happened...erm....yeah. I think so at least...
Right now, I mostly feel weird, but confused is definately the number one pick...
Whatever, I'm going to sleep this shit off...
Extremely happy, angsty, weird, confused, confident, belittled, and all around just plain blah at times.
I can't say its been a completely horrible day because around early afternoon until about like 7, things were pretty good. Decent enough and I wasn't stressing out over getting all my paperwork done and meetings and being annoyed by stupid people. I got sit back and relax thanks to Mr. Wonderful, who I don't even know what the hell is going on with. But, like I told myself before all this, don't think and you'll have more fun...right?
Whatever, right now I couldn't give a flying fuck... too much into the self loathing thing right now. And I honestly can't tell you what sparked it either. It wouldn't be for like regular circumstances but at the same time nothing special in particular happened...erm....yeah. I think so at least...
Right now, I mostly feel weird, but confused is definately the number one pick...
Whatever, I'm going to sleep this shit off...