It's okay...
I'm okay now...last entry I was just, well for lack of anything better, down. There are good days and bad days with mom...today, for example, is a good day...no yelling, putting down, making me feel like shit in general...so far anyway. But it's been a lot of bad days here lately and I just snapped and needed to let that out anyway I could. Most of you know what she's been doing to me so I'm not gonna explain it all in detail. Unfortunately every time she does freak out on me it gets worse and worse. Meaning she keeps making me feel shittier and shittier. I'm just going to have to cope with it till I can clean up my mess and actually afford to move out. So...here's hoping something good comes my way soon =/