I have nothing to do today but s m i l e.

[princess_annerz]

I'm feeling the most at peace I have all week long, sitting here swallowed in my dad's old tshirt, the problems I faced earlier this week having worked themselves out completely. I'm happy to be alive. And OH, the weather was perfect! No sarcasm intended; rainy sunday afternoons are my favorite, when there's nothing to but nap and read and be lazy. And that's exactly what I did. I gave up on looking cute (hence dad's tshirt) but it kind of helped me feel better. Elise and I caught up on a week's worth of each other's lives over Mexican food... yum! So now: I'm looking foward to a 10-hour work week, getting ready for Hungary (more emotionally than anything else) and sleeping... a lot. I'm kind of nervous about Hungary-- moreso than I am excited at this point. I haven't gotten any of the shots. They're all optional, but I'm always pretty paranoid about stuff like that. I'm also having trouble deciding how I'll handle flying over the ocean. I'm doubting a lot right now, but I have to put my faith in the Lord. He's gonna get me where he wants me to go. Earlier this week, I thought I had lost my passport. I was panicking and mad, and I took a minute to wonder if it was a sign that I shouldn't be going. But I found it, in the strangest of places. and I took a breath. and I realized, it's not really about me. He is providing for me so that I may provide for others. and that's the truth. Speaking of truth, tonight I was reading my bible, and stumbled across this verse:

"...and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free..."
--John 8:31

what liberating words those are. I'm going to go see how late I can stay up. cuzzzz I don't have anything to do tomorrow :) ! <3