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wow..i havent written anything in here for so long...
I still cant believe me and Will aren't together, its only been 3 weeks tho i guess..i dunno if ive made the right descision or not...i coulda gone with him, i still keep thinkin i want to..but maybe its for the best. I mean, i got my promotion and i get my car in 5 weeks..but i miss him like crazy...
Spoke to him last night and it was like all of a sudden 2 years mean fuck all..he goes out drinkin everynight but is supposedly saving up..ugh i just wish he wasnt being such a jerk about it all.
I know he misses me somewhere deep down, i know he does, ive known him so long and its like he's jus turned into a complete prick overnight..but it still hurts..
I feel like im back to square one, where i was 2 years ago..feel like its all been a big waster of time..
My dads still really bad too, its been like 7 months now, its driving me up the wall..u cant say anything to him..
Ive been like on top of the world for the past 2 years and now it just feels like ive fallen off and ive got noone to help me with anything. I know like my dads ill but its like no1 else is allowed to be unhappy around him or everyone else is just overreacting.
Anyways enough i guess, isnt like anyone reads my shit lol
I still cant believe me and Will aren't together, its only been 3 weeks tho i guess..i dunno if ive made the right descision or not...i coulda gone with him, i still keep thinkin i want to..but maybe its for the best. I mean, i got my promotion and i get my car in 5 weeks..but i miss him like crazy...
Spoke to him last night and it was like all of a sudden 2 years mean fuck all..he goes out drinkin everynight but is supposedly saving up..ugh i just wish he wasnt being such a jerk about it all.
I know he misses me somewhere deep down, i know he does, ive known him so long and its like he's jus turned into a complete prick overnight..but it still hurts..
I feel like im back to square one, where i was 2 years ago..feel like its all been a big waster of time..
My dads still really bad too, its been like 7 months now, its driving me up the wall..u cant say anything to him..
Ive been like on top of the world for the past 2 years and now it just feels like ive fallen off and ive got noone to help me with anything. I know like my dads ill but its like no1 else is allowed to be unhappy around him or everyone else is just overreacting.
Anyways enough i guess, isnt like anyone reads my shit lol