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wow... thunder storm last night was scary....they're fun to watch but i get scared of them when im alone, theyre so loud and stuff...bleh lol
grrr ok now im in a bad mood... im bored n theres nothing to do so i came on here to find out the 2 ppl who i thought were my closest friends r just kinda blanking me... they said they wanted me to go camden with them but then go without even asking me, n they go into town n dont even txt me to see if i wanna go or anything,
all my friends jus keep telling me im a friend n then dont talk to me for days or weeks n dont include me in anything... its making me really upset and making me feel like im worthless... im not even mad at them...jus a little upset that they tell me theyre my friends n then dont include me in things...
well im going away on friday n i cant wait to spend 2 weeks with the most beautiful, kind, caring, compassionate and best guy in the world...n who knows what will happen after the holiday...but i know he's always there for me :) i love u Will!!
ok well im all upset now so imma read my book and wait to go to work...
grrr ok now im in a bad mood... im bored n theres nothing to do so i came on here to find out the 2 ppl who i thought were my closest friends r just kinda blanking me... they said they wanted me to go camden with them but then go without even asking me, n they go into town n dont even txt me to see if i wanna go or anything,
all my friends jus keep telling me im a friend n then dont talk to me for days or weeks n dont include me in anything... its making me really upset and making me feel like im worthless... im not even mad at them...jus a little upset that they tell me theyre my friends n then dont include me in things...
well im going away on friday n i cant wait to spend 2 weeks with the most beautiful, kind, caring, compassionate and best guy in the world...n who knows what will happen after the holiday...but i know he's always there for me :) i love u Will!!
ok well im all upset now so imma read my book and wait to go to work...