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feeling pretty alone right now...i miss my baby n i miss having my friends around me...ange n ross cheered me up yesterday morning but i just feel pretty lonely...it sucks...
im a bit scared of stuff too...like i wsa lookin at some flats yesterday n its like...if i move i dunno if i'll see any of my friends, like i know they say they'll meet me n stuff but will they really? no1's met simon since he moved away n i miss him like crazy...so maybe i'll end up like that, no1'll bother to come see me or meet up with me...schools ending n im happy but the few friends i do have here i dont wanna lose..
been txting Tom a lot lately...he helps me, always talks to me...when he has time..which seems to be getting less and less...bleh i dunno, im just losing touch...
ugh i dunno, i give up...fuck it. im an idiot.
im a bit scared of stuff too...like i wsa lookin at some flats yesterday n its like...if i move i dunno if i'll see any of my friends, like i know they say they'll meet me n stuff but will they really? no1's met simon since he moved away n i miss him like crazy...so maybe i'll end up like that, no1'll bother to come see me or meet up with me...schools ending n im happy but the few friends i do have here i dont wanna lose..
been txting Tom a lot lately...he helps me, always talks to me...when he has time..which seems to be getting less and less...bleh i dunno, im just losing touch...
ugh i dunno, i give up...fuck it. im an idiot.