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It's been an exceptionally borring day. I babysat a bit tonight. Made some monies. Talked to Thomas a bit before that. He wants DDR for his b-day. THAT'S $80.00!!!! He told me not to get it. That makes me even more determined. lol. Never tell me not to do something. I'm like a lil kid. It was good to talk to him. He's like my brother sometimes. That big brother I never had. The one whose always looking out for me. TElling me not to do things. At first there was sexual tension between us, and a lot of weirdness, but the last few days especially I've been thiking about him. It's been hard to go without talking to him. I value his friendship a lot. And after what happened with Vince and all. I don't wanna loose his friendship and I won't let it be jeaopardized by a stupid physical attraction. I talked to my mom today about this whole indecison thing. She say it's not a big deal and that it happens to everyone. I think I'm just worried about my internship. I was thinking about it some more. I know what I don't want. I DO NOT WANT TO WORK IN CHURCH. I want to do spirituality, but no necessar8ily religion. I DO NOT want ot work with Teenagers. No offense to my friends who are teens, but teens are not exactly fun to work with. I don't wanna do administration either. So I'm think I'll do Young Adult minstry, which is like working with College age and above. 18-30ish. That's my type of people. I'm gonna put a call into my friend Nick in the archdiocese see if he can help me out there. We'll see what happens. Maybe something will come up. I donno. Right now I'm just hoping for some kind of direction. I'm a lil lost right now.