Friends...is just perfect - akame[one-shot]
Te wo tsunagu kurai de ii
Narande aruku kurai de ii
Sore sura ayaui kara
Taisetsu na hito wa tomodachi kurai de ii
Just holding hands is enough
Just walking together is enough
If even that is dangerous
Then just being friends with that special person is enough
My mind keeps thinking when you tell them about your dinner with my best friend. And with someone else that doesn’t matter to me. You’re having dinner with my best friend, and I didn’t even know about that. But I keep make normal face. But I think I failed when Tat-chan elbowing me. I don’t know. Because there’s nothing else that I could’ve do, right?
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It’s all start with those stupid rules with no “akame” anymore, right? You keep on distancing yourself from me. But I could do nothing, because if I try to, they might separate us more cruelly, right? I just could watch you from afar.
And then, there’s Gokusen. They make us to distance ourselves, but they make us to act together in a same drama. I don’t understand that, AT ALL. Why? Why must they make things complicated to both of us, and everyone around us? But somehow, I still happy, because I could be beside you. Even I was jealous over Mokomichi and Teppei and the other, but I was still happy, because you were there. With me, and other things just seems like it doesn’t matter.
But then, there’s Nobuta wo Produce. Shuuji to Akira. Shuuji and Akira. You were acting with my very best friend, which was your enemy once. I know about the fight, eventhough you were trying to hide it from me. I know that you afraid that I’ll blame it on you, or have fight with him for you. But when you’re beside him, smiling, laughing, together, it was so pain. I didn’t talk to you for a week. And not even do anything when Koki kick a bin and hurt your leg. Not even do anything when Yuichi and Tat-chan said that you’re cruel. But I, I the one that supposed to show support to you just distance away from you, because you’re with him. Him. My very own best friend. I don’t blame him. But instead, I’m blaming it over you. But I never say anything. Because my heart ache everytime I see you with him.
And I didn’t do it any better when I go, isn’t it? I go to LA, to study. But the truth is, I just need some time, some space, in a world there’s no YOU. No Kamenashi Kazuya. But I failed. Because even I was at a place - half of the world distance from you, I still could see you. Anywhere. You’re ghosting my life.
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Yorikakaranakerya soba ni ireta no?
Ki ni shite inakereba
Hanareta keredo imasara...
Imasara...muri da to kizuku
Could I have been by your side without leaning on you?
if I was conscious
after such a long time
I’ve realized it is impossible
I always thought that you’re the one that need me. Need someone to make you to become relax a little bit with my stupidity. But that wasn’t the truth, you know? I’m denying it - that I’m the one that indeed in need of you. Need someone to guide me, because you’re the sun that brightened my life, you’re the air that I need to breath, you’re my love, you’re the one that have my heart, you’re my everything…
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Wasureta koro ni mou ichido aetara
Nakayoku shite ne
If I we can meet again when I’ve forgotten you
Be my friend, OK?
I hope, I really, really do hope…that in our next life…IF, if and only if I can’t be the one that you need, the one that you would love… Let’s be friends?
Fin?
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A little omake:
3010
“What’s you name?”
“Kamenashi… Kamenashi Kazuya…”
“Hi~ I’m Akanishi Jin~”
Tomodachi kurai ga choudo ii
Being friends is perfect
~*~end~*~
E/N: I was depressed lately, and I write quite a lot. Thank for the stupid connection, no net for me for the whole week. Yeay to my mother for whacking the TMNet fella~ Hahaha~ You’ll understand more if you read my blog, I guess.
I'm still have a bunch of homework to be done... *sigh*
I was thinking about change my layout again, you know... since 'm easily get bored over somehing...
and something random: I MISS ENERGIZER BUNNY... WHY DON'T THE TV RE-PLAY IT? jUST FOR ONE TIME~??? XD
And yeah, poke my mistakes if I make any since I'm running out of time to watch my favourite TV show~~~~ XD
Bye2~~~~~~