Jun 16, 2004 00:02
Well,
What a day.
Took kids to an indian named sort of nature park. Got my blood drawn, fun fun. Worked until 5:45, then watched a bunch of older kids (including my husband) jump in a pool of ice cold water over and over again.
It was sad because all day with the little kids I felt like such a mom and then it was hard for me not to be with the older kids. What am I turning into?
Anyhooter,
I have this friend and I have spoken of her before. She is a beautiful person. I know that because she is one of a very few people that I have spent countless hours with and still love her afterwards. She might not read this for awhile because she won't be connected, but I have to say that when I think of what it is that makes our relationship what it is, i really want to cry. A good cry. There are only a handful of people that I can think of and know that they are really really special in my life for whatever reason. What we have is something that is built on rock instead of sand and i know that because HE tells me all the time. I don't know why I've been so all about God lately, but I think it's about time. I have done so many stupid things in my life that I am glad I can finally not worry one bit about what so many other people have to say about my faith. That's that.
So to you girly girl, thank you for just being you. Thank you for making me see the good in others, and making me laugh at myself, and you a lot.
I miss you when I hear about all the things you're doing with your close-to-you friends. I love it when you me and the trashy european (i'm sorry i'm laughing out loud from that little name i made up and actually typed, you know i love you more than words) get together and just be us. i really hope that we can do that soon. have a splended day.
hugs and kisses
me